Thursday, December 15, 2005

Exam????

I would like to thanx to all my beloved msce frenz for helping me to pass my exam..I'll not pass my exam if wasn't coz of u guys...Luv u guys muahzz muahzz....Later me treat u all...on our practical??ok arrr???tomoRrow will be my last day here with all Skim latihan graduan course...I'll start my practical on Monday At MITv, so for those that will be done their practical at Mitv,u guys will be seeing me everyday There...Hehehehehehehhehe...So watch out for those that have besday..Muahahahaha..Exspecially for kak maryam n Kak Zeenat..(even Kak maryam,U'r not going to do ur practical with,i'll find u no matter where u go)..Alah setakat kat Informatics Ampang Park tu akak..alahai berapa keratlah sangatkan..lagi2 lah if ur besday is in my day off...walawei memang abislah akak kena ngan kita...So watch out arr...Gonna miss all My Citinetics Frenz exspecially MCsE Class not to forget also English Class..I'll never forget u guys..We laugh n laugh together everyday...so Later u'll post all about my frenz that i know here like kak maryam did in her Blog...So oklah got to go back homelah...If i've free time n got pc for me to post..i'll post my last post(in my citineticslah..Not the very last one..there so much thing to post..)Take care k to all my frenz including my College Legenda..I luv u guys a lot..Luv u muahzz muahzz..*wink*

Monday, December 12, 2005

Really do Miss all of my frenz so much...All da memories in 2005.The first pic was at my frenz wedding(azura) n Mid valley(go after attend the wedding)..Forgot to tell i pass my 297 n 294 exam but still got to resit for 290 n 293 exam..Failed ma got to resitlah..hehehe...quite toughlah the exam..aiya..This week is ma last week...Donno if can be with all my frenz here again or not coz next week i'm going for my practical at MITV near da kl Plaza..Donno what challege i will experience there..Just wait n see loh...My Trainer Sir ken,Yesterday is his last day with us but still can't see him all the time coz he got meeting yesterday...so sad..Sir if u read this do really thank you so much for teaching us here..Wish u get better soon..So pity to see u sick every weeklah..Gonna miss u a lot arr "Best Frenz,Mr.Punctuallity"..What else???Hmmm....Donnolah what to type more...donno also if i still got time to type blog anymore after..i'll be quite bz but i'll try my best to post something soon k.. ;)

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Interviews????

I got interview today at NSF Dynamics wah that company very2 demanding onelah..."Paksa"people to accept the job that they asking...On my way back..we've to walk far n then later some more got dog also...after that we have to break the law by walking through the railway road...aiya very dangerous onelah...be4 i also got interview at MITV...The person that interview me was very friendly,nice n +++..If i'm not mistaken that person name is Rizal..He ask me weither i 'm willing to work by shift or not coz the shift is 7a.m. till 7p.m.(morning),7p.m till 7a.m...i said i agree coz for me no need to "memilih"what work that u want coz nowdays is hard to find a job u know...I do really hope that i get the job...I'll learn from the basic n work hard...Jia You!!Jia You!!me..Wish me luck arrr...so it is already 4 o'clock to go back..so c ya all later k....

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Sob..sob...

Why???Hehehe..Me back then on Monday have taken my exam n accidently i've failed..Ya that's true i've FAILED...At first i was so frustrated n sad coz 50 more mark for me to pass coz the pass mark r 700...aiya...i've to repeat my exam again..so Me n others that failed,we decide to resit on 10December...n later me also got exam on 12...aiya...what a day today.so Boring arr today..if i know it will be like this then i'll bring my "CR" cd to watch here in my class..hehehehe..
What else ar..ha..yEstErday ar we go to eat our lunch at the back restaurant..Me,sIs Maryam,sIs Zeenat,Sis Amy,Jaggie n Farah...There a girl arr dat work as the waitress..She Seem to like someone in our group(Only who was there in our group know who's that person)heheheh...don't angry with me arr...Hehehehe...We call that girl RED Alert..ok ok it's enough about that gurl or otherwise someone will beat me oh....what else arr i suddenly out of idea what to type somemore...SO till then k...

Saturday, November 19, 2005

With all My heart

I donno why i can't 4get u..
I donno why i luv u..
I donno why i care for u..
I donno why i can't accept everything

Even though that i try so hard
But still can't let it go..
I know the fact we not mean for each other
But yet still don't want to let u go..

Everything happened so Fast
Everything happened make me happy
Everything that happened also make me sad
Everything,Everything and everything

Why this happened to me..
I don't want to luv
I don't want to accept
I don't want,don't want n don't want...

I got the answer
I got the fact
I got my own suffer
I got nothing

HEhehehehe...donno what i'm talking about???Me also donno..hehehe...just want to type only..
can't arr???Actually now it is hard for me to post any entry so often..My schedule was so pack with exam n extra class..My Training also been plus day till 18 then on the next day i'll go for my praktikal..so scared ma...Can arr me not to go to praktikal???Sob sob..Donno what exprience that i'll get on my praktikal...Hehehehe...I also feel so sad too coz i'll sapperate away from my MCSE frenz...i don't want...also not to forget my frenz in english class also...I'll miss them so much...also not to mention my Mr.Puntuality a.k.a Sir Ken...hehehehe..my verry "Good Frenz"
-->that's what that he call in class...alwiz make our clazz laugh everyday..My class was so fun to enter..No wonderlah i like to come to class everyday...all my frenz there are nice,kind,funny n everything so on..ok enough with missing2 part..hehehe..I've exam on Monday..Donno if the server will down or not..Hope so no lah..feed up already..I'm not saying that i'm ready but if everything keep on delay2 then will all this end????Hmmm...What else ha?Got no idea anymore..I'll try best to post as soon as possible next time..Right now be4 i end my post here a lyric for u all out there to view:

Untitled - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

Monday, November 07, 2005

Selamat Hari Raya

Wah it's already 5th raya already....Ok here i'll tell my journey on my raya day...

-: Before raya :-
1Nov(Tuesday) :
My cousin n family Come to my house from JB,
Go out at night "Mkn aNgin" around town
(me,my twin,my cousin n my brother)

2Nov(Wednesday) :
Wake up for da last Sahur..
My brother,cousin n family n my lil sis go to Penang,
Break fast only four of us(me,my twin n Parent),
Raya Announcement


-: Raya Day :-
3Nov(Thursday) :
Wake up at 4 something..
Go to Penang At 6 something,
Arrive at 8 something,
Can't Go to grave(i been left behind by my father :( uwaaaa)
Tok Cak(eat mee udang,laksa n sotong kukus..yummy,
Later go to Mak long house,
At night go to Kompleks Bukit Jambul with my cousins.

4NOv (Friday) :
GO to Pak Su house at Sg.Petani,Kedah
After we eat2 n take family pic,
Go to Ipoh n stop at Che Pah house to leave
all our stuff behind then Go to Mak Jang house
Also in Ipoh,Late at night go back to Che Pah
house,Play "bunga Api & mercun"..wah..walla the fire
we play is like the merdeka that was call The Phantom


5Nov (Saturday) :
Eat Nasi Beriyani Gam Jb mari..
Don't go to any place..aiya
so Boring oh...

6Nov (Sunday) :
Wake up early pack all our stuff,
Ready to go back home at 10 something i guess,
Stop at Jalan Duta near the highway
to transit my cousin to his family car,
Arrive Kl around 3 something

So long arr my journey???Today i've to go to class..Only one week holiday..
aiya so tired ma..Hmm..klah that 's all for today..

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

7 MEME????

While i was viewing my old blog suddenly i feel like want to see my frenz blog Ahada n i see she post about 7 meme..What is that mean ha??n then later i read her entry n then i saw Nazirah Nazri a.k.a Nazi been tagged by ahada...So view her blog to see her 7 Meme suddenly..jeng jeng jeng..oh no no no...i been tagged by Nazi..Aiya...Oh God what i gonna do meh??can't tell everyone my secret lah..Hmmm...i think i can tell a lil..so here it goes:

7 things i plan to do be4 i die:
1.Buy my parent a house or car(it must b a mercedes or BMW)
2.Got my own pc that been modify by myself including da system.
3.Know how to play a piano n talk in mandarin
4.Have my own house n car
5.Be a successful woman
6.Have my own company
7.Go to Makkah n got my Haji

7 things that i cannot do:
1.Swim...
2.Tell dat person "I Luv Him so Much"
3.Kill anyone that i luv
4.Hate my frenz
5.Tell all my secret to someone
6.Wear a skirt(Duh not my type..)
7.To be fully vegetarian

7 things i can do:
1.Hurt my self
2.Give advice to my frenz
3.Be mean to somone i don't like...
4.Talk for da whole day
5.stay up till 2 day
6.Surfing da net everyday
7.Sms my frenz everyday

7 celebrity crushes:
1.Edison Cheng
2.Jung Jhi Hoon a.k.a Rain..isn't he cute??
3.Freddie Prinze Jr
4.Keanu Reeves
5.Shane West
6.Joshua Scott a.k.a Jc
7.Jimmy Shanely

7 oft-repeated words at the moment:
1.Aiya
2.Hodohnye
3.Morning
4.Donno
5.Duh
6.Poyo
7.Eeeeeeeee

7 things that attract me to da opposite sex:
1.Kind
2.Caring
3.Luving
4.Understanding
5.Sporting
6.Got sense of Humour
7.Patient

7 tags to go:
1.Nurulhuda a.k.a Ude ..active blogger in Friendster
2.APisz...Just put in any of ur bloglah my dear
3.Idmal..When u'll be active blogger again ha?
4.Sis Ct Maryam..also active blogger in Friendster..
5.Jag..In Friendster too..Just put onelah in ur entry
6.Siang Siang ..hehehe..if u read this..do plz add one in ur entry k..
7.Nadirah..i saw that u only have one entry so why don't u put this in your blog???

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Free For a while

I have finish my exam yesterday n i pass my exam...thanx God...Alhamdulillah...I'm so scared that i failed but i pass it...i can't beleive it actually...even my grade r not so good but at least i feel so lega lah....Now i've to study for my other exam that i've to sit After raya...next week is a holiday week for my class but not for me..i got lot to study n read..Aiya...can't stand the preassure(i don't know if i type it right...heeheheh)after that exam i got 5 more exam to sit...aiya...can i've a break...aiya..Today we can't enter our class coz it has been close for tommorrow exam that will be sit by da other class...so we've to go to level 6 at 604 lab to sit..yalah can't share with da other class meh coz to many people will be crowded...so what else???Don't knowlah...i think that's all for today...

Thursday, October 20, 2005

It might b U???

My favourite filiphine drama right now....Staring Bea Alonzo(cieLo San caRLos)n John Lloyd Cruz(EarL LawRence Trinidad)...There were meant for each other...But to many challege that they have to go through...pity them...
Below is the lyrics for It might Be you song:

Time
I've been passing time

watching dreams go by
All of my lifeLying on the sand

watching sea birds fly
Wishing there could be
Someone waiting home for me

Something's telling me
it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life
Looking back as lovers go walking passed
All of my life
Wondering how they met and

what makes it last
If I found the place would

I recognize the face
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And there's so much love to wake
I think we're gonna need sometimes
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life
I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
Noone's ever heard before
And it's telling me it might be you
Yeah it's telling me it might be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

What am i talking about????

There r one time i was so happy
There r also one time that i was in pain..
Sometime i feel so lonely
Sometime i there was someone beside me...

Everyday i wish i could forget about him
Everyday i wish that i never love him
Everyday i keep telling myself not to
Everyday,Everyday n Everyday

Why am i doing here?
Why all this happened to me?
Why is it i have to experience bad thing?
Why is it people keep on hurting me?


Bla...bla....bla....what the hell am i talking about?i also donnolah...i just type all that come to my head..not really good in poetry....i just hentam2 saja....i feel so bored lah...n my stomach doesn't feel so well ....donno why...mayb becoz i tersalah makan...it almost 2 days now...aiya ..feel so uncomfortable...My classroom also feel so cool even i feel like i gonna fall sick already....cannotlah...later i got exam..still got to study....Today i hear Son By Four cassette..Takkan nak everyday listen to da same music right???so here is a few lyrics song that i like for u to view:

Can U tell me
--------------
Days go by and I'm wishing
that you were kissing me goodnight
every sunrise I'm so lonely
and I'm trying to get by

The thought of you comes back into
my mind everytime that I'm dreaming
I'm caught up in the rapture of your love is
not enough to break down and cry
and just when I finally find the strength to break free
there you come along back into my mind.

Can someone tell me
how can I get the thought
of you out of my mind
How can I learn to let you go
Can someone help me
I feel it's urgent

I need someone who's heart is kind
to mine could it be possible.
Someone who can love me forever
someone who knows with time,
love grows
anyone who understand that it's better
when you love someone from your soul

PureSt oF Pain
---------------
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...

A Puro dolor
------------
Perdona si te estoy llamando en este momento
Pero me hacia falta escuchar de nuevo
Aunque sea un instante tu respiracion
Disculpa se que estoy violando
Nuestro juramento
Se que estas con alguien, que no es el momento
Pero hay algo urgente que decirte este hoy
Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte
Agonizando muy lento y muy fuerte
Vida, devuelveme mis fantasias
Mis ganas de vivir la vida
Devuelveme el aire...
Carino mio, sin ti yo me siento vacio
Las tardes son un laberinto
Y las noches me saben
A puro dolor...
Quisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravilla
Que no me ha afectado lo de tu partida
Pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol
Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte...

With You
---------
Baby every time I close my eyes
the only thing I've got on my mind is you only
and it feel so good to know your mine
cause baby I know that deep inside
you feel the same way too girl
your love is
sent from heaven above
I'm truly
baby I'm truly in love with you
with you
and I wanna get it on
all night long c'mon.
I want to be with you
all the time my baby
your love drives crazy
and I wanna get it on with you baby baby
I want to be with you
all the time my baby
your love drives crazy
and I wanna get it on with you baby c'mon.
Baby can we get a little freaky tonight
I promise I'll do anything you ask me to
I'll give to you once twice three times
we can do it all night cause you blow my mind
your love is
sent from heaven above
I'm truly
baby I'm truly in love with you
with you
and I wanna get it on
all night long c'mon.
I want to be with you
all the time my baby
your love drives crazy
and I wanna get it on with you baby baby
I want to be with you
all the time my baby
your love drives crazy
and I wanna get it on with you baby c'mon
Contigo Ay mi nena yo quiero estar contigo
yo quiero estar contigo contigo
pegate mi corazon eres tu mi tentacion
yo quiero estar contigo toda la noche toda la noche
baby baby baby contigo.

Cuando Seas Mia
-----------------
Voy a desnudar tu alma beso a beso hasta sentir
que tu cuerpo se derrama como lluvia sobre mi
por el borde tu espalda voy a dibujar mi amor
sin ocultar esta pasion
cada latido de tu corazon
cada respiro tuyo me pertenecera
cuando seas mia, ya lo veras, baby
todas las noches seran buenas para hacerte el amor
cuando seas mia en cada sueno voy a estar yo
te voy a hacer buscar, pedir, rogar mi calor
voy a desojar tus suenos como las mas bella flor
voy a vivir como siempre como esclavo de tu voz
desde el arco de tu ceja hasta tu dulce intimidad
caricias yo voy a sembrar
cada latido de tu corazon
cada respiro tuyo me pertenecera
cuando seas mia, ya lo veras, baby
todas las noches seran buenas para hacerte el amor
cuando seas mia en cada sueno voy a estar yo
te voy a hacer buscar, pedir, rogar mi calor
entregate, yo te hare vibrar
suplicaras que te ame mas
en mis brazos volaras, hasta el cielo llegaras
no escaparas jamas
cuando seas mia, ya lo veras, baby
todas las noches seran buenas para hacerte el amor
cuando seas mia en cada sueno voy a estar yo
te voy a hacer buscar, pedir, rogar mi calor.

All i ever wanted
-----------------
Save every little kiss for me tonight
like the one you gave me once upon a time
and when the moon and stars come out to shine
I'll tell them each and every one of them you're mine.
Open the little box of memories
of all the times you gave yourself only to me
just when I thought our love was dead and gone
the story turns a page to carry on.
Cause you're everything I ever wanted,
all I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
since the day that you went away I've been alone
and broken hearted
but what my heart really wants to know
if you're gonna stay or if you're gonna go
and I'm telling you please
if you're coming back into my life...
don't ever say goodbye.Que tu eres lo que mas quiero,
lo que yo mas quiero, lo que yo mas quiero.
since the day that you went away
I realized you're all I live for.
but what my heart really wants to know
if you're gonna stay or if you're gonna go
and I'm telling you please if you're
coming back into my life....
don't ever say goodbye

Why
-----
People say and I agree
if something goes away
and it returns it's yours for keep's
but that is not working for me
every night and every day
I realize that she possesses
power over me
and only her eyes I can see.
And I am just a fool that still believes
in what she promised
to be together till the end
damn not again

Why I can't stop this lie
that every thing's all right
that we were gonna last forever
why it's easier to deny
that all we had just die
to forget you it's now or never.

People say and I agree
that with faith you can move
mountains mentally
nothing real it's just a dream
every night every day
minutes become hours
day's to month and you're not here
my eye r dry n no more tears.

am just a fool that still believes
in what she promised
to be together till the end
damn not again

I just wanna know
why this crazy thing to me just keep's on happening
how keep than love of my life
look into my eyes and tell me pretty lies
I just wanna know
why this crazy thing to me just keep's on happening
how keep than love of my life
look into my eyes and tell me pretty lies
I'm tired of the game
but just can seem to tell you goodbye

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

My soul...

I'm were just listening to my walkman in my class...i play Dewa cassette album CIntaiLah Cinta.There r a few song that i do really like a lot...so here is The lyrics for u to view :

Air Mata
---------
Air mata yang telah jatuh
Membasahi bumi ... takkan sanggup
Menghapus penyesalan
Penyesalan yang kini ada ... jadi tak berarti
Karna waktu yang bengis ... terus pergi

Menangislah… bila harus menangis
Karena kita semua… manusia
Manusia bisa terluka… manusia pasti menangis
Dan manusiapun bisa mengambil Hikmah

Dibalik segala duka
Tersimpan Hikmah
Yang bisa kita petik pelajaran

Dibalik segala suka
Tersimpan Hikmah
Yang mungkin bisa jadi cobaan ...


Hadapi dengan Senyuman

KOsoNg
--------
Kamu … seperti hantu
Terus … menghantuiku
Kemanapun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku …
Salahku … biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan …
Kau … dari pikiranku ini

Di dalam keramaian...
aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu …
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu …
Kau tulis namamu …

Tubuhku … ada disini
Tetapi … tidak jiwaku
KOSONG yang hanya kurasakan …
Kau … telah tinggal di hatiku …

PuPuS
-------
Aku tak mengerti … apa yang kurasa,
Rindu yang tak pernah … begitu hebatnya
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak akan pernah tahu

Aku persembahkan … hidupku untukmu,
Telah kurelakan … hatiku padamu,
Namun kau masih bisu …
diam seribu bahasa
Dan hati kecilku bicara …


Baru kusadari …
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku …

Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku,
Semoga akan datang keajaiban,
hingga akhirnya kaupun mau

Aku mencintaimu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu …
Meski kau tak kan pernah tahu …

That's all i think..i think so lah..Later if got any that i like i'll post da lyric ok???da most favourite song is PUPUS...i like that song so much...Why?Have i been hurt or been frustrated???Only me can answer that question n i ain't give it to u...Hohohohohoho...It is a very touching song for me...coz da lyric mean so much to me...Below is da other Dewa song:

Hadapi dengan Senyuman
--------------------------
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi….Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah….Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

Separuh Nafas
--------------
Separuh nafas ku terbang
Bersama dirimu
Saat kau tinggalkanku...salahkanku

Salahkah aku
Bila aku bukanlah
Seperti aku yang dahulu

Ada makna tergali...
dari sinidari pertikaian yang terjadi...

Kau hancurkan diriku...
Bila kau tinggalkan aku...
Kau Dewiku...
Kembalilah padaku
Bawa separuh nafasku
Kau Dewiku...

Risalah Hati
------------
Hidupku tanpa cintamu
Bagai malam tanpa bintang
Cintaku tanpa sambutmu
Bagai panas tanpa hujan
Jiwaku berbisik lirih
Ku harus milikimu

Reff :
Aku bisa membuatmu jatuh cinta kepadaku
Meski kau tak cinta... kepadaku
Beri sedikit waktu biar cinta datang
Karena telah terbiasa

Simpan mawar yang ku beri
Mungkin wanginya mengilhami
Sudikah dirimu untuk
Kenali aku dulu
Sebelum kau ludahi aku
Sebelum kau robek hatiku

Hidupku tanpa cintamu
Bagai malam tanpa bintang
Cinta tanpa sambutmu
Bagai panas tanpa hujan

here is Padi da latest song lyrics for Ungu Violet Soundtrack :
Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
--------------------------
aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
aku tlah terpagut oleh cintamu
menelusup hariku dengan harapan
namun kau masih terdiam membisu

reff: sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan 'tuk mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban 'tuk memilikimu

betapa derunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

Monday, October 17, 2005

Donno????

Di kala Aku sendiri Sejenak aku terfikir
Adakah aku gembira?
Adakah aku bersedia untuk segalanya?
Mengapa ini terjadi?
Mengapa itu berlaku?
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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Yippie

Halluu...suddently tak visit u a few day meh...Want to know why i'm so happy today???Huhuhu our allowance has been increase to 500..woooo..so fantastic..That way i can buy stuff that i want to buy without asking money from my parent..huhuhuhu...didn't i mention dat yesterday is my parent anniversary.."happy anniversary mum n dad"..Today is jinggoat Besday so "happy besday jinggoat"May u've a pleasant besday this year k...Wah everyday my class become more fun to attend...n not to mention to dat our exam today has been delay to next week..Yippiee...What else ha?oppssss..i've to go back home..Class has end anyway...So to all Muslim "selamat berbuka Puasa k.."

Friday, October 07, 2005

Time to go back...

SO sleepy...class not yet stop...aiya...Early at 8.30 i arrive at Infomatic but class not yet start so i wait for a while...Later then at 9.30 my class start...Later at 12.30 we all break for lunch..then at 3pm we all start class back.Study about exam next week.Friday i guess..But i need to stay back from monday till Wednesday if i want to make sure that i pass for my Exam..Aiya...so Tension..Today i got nothing much to tell..My father already waiting for me downstairs..i've to type so fast...It's rainy also...So see next Monday..MUah*wink*

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Sir Ken Is Back

Yesterday my trainer also MC so around 2 o'clock there was someone replacing him..coz me n my frenz doesn't get use to know him so we all be a such "good"student...Today it is very cold here in my class..Aiya...who turn on da aircond???Even i wear my sweater(almost everyday n everytime i in da class)but yet still i feel so cold..I go to toilet almost 5 time today...Sir Ken is back on track today but yet still not feeling very well...Have i tell u he got a sore throat problem???Because that my exam is next friday he has to come to teach us coz we were having 2modul in 1 exam...arrgghhh TENSION!!got lot to study n read...all about computer...I quite not feeling very well today...very toughlah this subject feel like want to quit already but when i think back it such a waste if i quit now coz this is the only 1 lifetime chance...So got to do it...go syah...Cayok!!cayok!!Gambate neh =p It's rainy outside..How to go back???Today got to go back by myself coz my father holiday have finish already...Adieh..Yesterday is my 1st fast day..Thanx God coz i can finish it..Today i wonder what did my mother cook??Hope it is some thing that i like..It almost 4o'clock...It's time to go back...HEhehehhe..

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Trainer Mc

Today my trainer mc lah....Yipppiiiieee...i can rest for a day...i full my day at ampang here by surfing the internet,chating with my college frenz..n then at lunch time i go to ampang park near da putra to eat at mc'D ..wahh so many people...i have to quee n wait for so long time..aiya lucky me that my trainer isn't come..Mc loh...Thanx god that he is not here so that we didn't need to rush...So oklah got to go back..till tommorrow we meet again..Adios...and to all muslim people.."Happy fasting month"..make sure that u do ur responsibility k...To all that knew me i'm so sorry if i once hurt by accidently or not kk...Please forgive..Take care n Miss Ya all..

Monday, October 03, 2005

Morninngggg!!!!!

Today is my third week study at ampang(Microsoft Certified System Enggineer)It's early in da morning...class not yet start but sir Ken has arrive already...aiya..My rutin day has started..don't know what will he teach us today..we are quite fast learning here..already in da chapter 20...adieh..there r certain thing that i can catch up but a little bit that i miss aiya...very fast loh...hehehehhehehe...so see ya later....i have to start my class...Adios

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

ENtaH

Lama dah online kat blog..xde masa sey..Kena baby sit anak kawan ayh lg..kena buat tulah,nilah.Insyaallah on this 19sEpTemBer,Kita akan start training(3month)& Praktikal(2month)at Ampang in couse MCsE(Microsoft Certified System Enggineer)Ada Rezeki adalah kan...Under Skim Latihan Graduan..Org tu arr Call,xmintak pun..Yesterday kita gi Interview ngan Human Resource(government)pasal tulah..Takut sey..Sekali pass..Alhamdulillah..Apa lagi ekk..Ha by da way kita Baru balik dari Ipoh..Ada kenduri Kesyukuran..Penatlahkan coz kena angkat tulah nilah..Kenduri kita takkan nak suh org lain buat yer dak?So oklah rasanya sampai sini jer kot..Adeh windunyer kat suma kawan2..Bilalah nak kuar n lepak sama lagi agaknya??Happy belated Merdeka day..Heheheheheh..

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Wallaaaaaaa

Hello my dear blog..It's been about 2 month i think since last i post my daily report to u...Well i still "Pengganggur terhormat" a.k.a unemployee till now..Right now i baby sit my dad frenz son..He is about 8 month years old..Till now he seem not a problem to me..huhuhuhu...but i still want to find office job just no one to hire me...Biasalah tukan...i'm not da only one that is unemployee right?Lately i feel so sad with all da problem inside my head but i've already manage it..Yippiieee to me..HEHehehehe...Now i can't post everyday like before coz well i'm not in college anymore right now..So what else ha?I don't know what to write anymore..Ha...there is one thing...I MISS ALL MY FRENZZ SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! so till then..Bubye

Thursday, April 21, 2005

xwaT apa2

Huaaaaahhhhh..Bz gila sey skang..Ni pun curi post coz nilah first time online kat internet since last post..Nipun xleh lama..Hmmm apa ekk nak taip lagi?Hmm ...SKang ni rest2 kat umah sambil kemas ke buat apa2 yang patut..Ari tu gi kedai kodak amik gambo passport coz nak renew lesen..Baru perasan skang ni kita dah gemuk..Kuikuikuikui..
Next month,awal bulan nak start kerja temporary kat 7e...Keja sementara sementara nak dapat keje lain..Yerlah cari duit babe..Takkan duit tu nak tergolek2 sendiri dtg kat kita right??? So leh lah nanti simpan duit skit coz byk benda nak kena beli ni..Leceh plak takde duit..Nak minta mak ayah serba salah plak ..Yerlah kita kan dah beso suppose ada duit sendiri kan?? so Oklah nak blah dah ni..ADios..Ja Ne..P/s: windu nyer kat suma kengkawan..Bila lah leh jumpa lagi ekk...Ari tu Ada gi perjumpaan Ngan dak Kelas PPn Sekolah teknik setapak kat Klcc coz one of my friend nak pindah France...

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

What 2 say???

Dah lama dah actually tak login kat blog ni..No timelah.. Bz with house stuff n so on..Nak check email pun xde masa..Cian ek.. Whateverpun windu sangat2 nak balik kolej jumpa kengkawan.. Dah jadi cam sengal jer duk umah ni bila dah tak study lagi..Suppose i start working on 1 April but i got urusan yg nak disettlekan so kena tangguhkan dulu buat sementara waktu...HHmmmm apa lagi ekk nak Kata..tadi ingat dah but now dah lupa plak..Xperlah sampai sini jerlah....Nanti i'll try to post more k..

Friday, March 25, 2005

Haluuuuu

Wacha...Huuuhuh cam Hani di music@ria plak...So it's been around a week i didn't write my blog that's mean i about a week i've back to kl..Huhuhuhu...I feel so bored donno what to do..Everyday i done a same thing..such as clean da house,amik baju,lipat baju,clean dishes n all house stuff lah..atoii...Cam maid plak..hahahaha..n Then after i do all house stuff,i watch television n then eat after that around 4 in da morning i go to sleep..THats all my routine here..Atoii... i hope i can go to work more quickly but i'm not ready now coz i'm lil bit upsad now coz last Monday my frenz done an opperation n now he is quite in critical situation..I'm so worried..Don't know what to do..i can't visit him coz his hospital was far from here..It's at Pahang..I wish i can visit him..sob,sob,sob..SO guys i think enough already for today..Later i will write more k ;)..so ADIos..

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Last Day

Today is ma Last Day at College..Nothing much to do..So sad coz i've to leave all my frenz..Hmmm Wake up about 2 p.m something then take my shower n wash my clothes..
Then about 6 p.m something go down with ude wait for Apisz n Topek(Tawfiq)..Then they come
with Topek's Kelissa..We go to shop to buy some food n take a few pic then go "lepak" at playground..After that about 7 something Azan,we all go back home..Tonight ko eat dinner with all ma boyz frenzs..There were Wak(ameer Iskandar),Bobby(sheikh ahmad Amri),Aremay (azmer),Fakri,Lan_black metal,Keebot,Idmal,Shawn,bob n others mayb..I can't remember if there anymore..we all eat at Fc as usual.When we arrive there we take a few pic too..aRound 10:30 something we all go back..I meet my lovely Bro that i luv so Much..*wink*,V'net..For da last time..DOnno If i can see him Again...Then he went up upstair to take something to give to me..Tq abang,I like it so much n i'll appriciate it..My abang live At saRawak that's why i couldn't see him after this but i'll alwizz remember Him coz he is such a good Bro to me..aftEr 11p.m i go to my block to take some pic..I take pic with Tupai,Wak(aMeer),Mail n Amy..Thanx guys...
Then i go to Vicky House to see her..Take something fROm her,Wani,Nana N Agatha..Buat muka tak malu..Huhuhuhuhu..Thanx guys..i'll take care of them..Then i have to go back home got work to do..SO now i arrive at my House..I forgot to mention that when we want to go back from VIck's house there are exprience that i go..All try to control themself not to Cry..Huhuhu
that's including Me..Kuang kuang kuang..Then balik house..lepak sejam dua coz all my stuff got to many to pack..SO this will be last eNtry that I type in college..Later i'll try to update my Blog...
p/s: to all Ma frenzz..Thanx n sorry For Everything.May our friendship last FOrever...
Frenz till da endz..Take care..Adios

Friday, March 18, 2005

don't kNow whAt To saY






Today some of ma frenz ada yang nak balik..so Take time to see them be4 them go back..sob,sob,sob..what a sad day i have..hhmmm after that aroun 2 something i going out to Seremban with my fRenzs..Last Outing..We all naik keta Boem sampai bus stop Depan..Yang pergi Tu kita,ude,nour,wak(ameer Iskandar),Aremay(azmer),Fakri n Od...SO tunggu Punyalah tunggu SamPai gaklah Bas nyer..SO around 1 hour something kitaorg aRrive kat Terminal 1..N then go inside da terminal...Ingat nak tgk wayang but suma nyer dah terbabas wakTu nak tgk..Kuang Kuang Kuang..Actually kita Tak kisah sgt coz yerterdaynya dah tgk dah..Huhuhuhu
After that gi mkn kat Mcd..Jgn tak Caya Wak belanja Kitaorg suma..Huhuhuhu ....Beruntungnya..THanx wak...Lain kali belanja Lagi..Hahahaha..takdelah gurau jer =P n then jalan2 sekitaR terminal..Masuk kedai tu masuk Kedai ni..Pastu ada lah amik beberapa pose..Huhuhuhu amik gambo lagi..N then dah lepas suma tu time Nak balik tu
terserempak ngan Boem,Ct,Nadirah DOlah n Perof a.k.a Faiz kat Mcd..So lepak2 amik Gambo skit Pastu berangkat balik..ha lupa Plak kitaorg adalah terserempak Ngan aIen n caRLos..Pastu Kitaorg naik bas around 6 something..arrive kat Kolej around 7 something then Jalan dari Luar masuk dalam..Lepas dah arrive Kat bilik Tu kitaorg balut ediah utk kak rosZa n Jaya coz ada party nanti kul 9..Kitaorg gi dalam around 9:30 something coz baru nak mandi..Pastu maJlis tu tamat AROund 11 lepak sat Tgk Miss COngenality kat Umah Kak Liza coz Party tu buat kat Umah dia..Huuhuhuuhuhuhu..n then Gi umah nour sambung tgk...arOund 12 something g Umah vic..dia kata nak Jumpa..yey dapat Present..Mug lagi..ada tulis nama VIc..Pastu pas borak2 ngan nana n vic waniey sampai..Pastu around 1 something balik umah..Lepak depan Pc aroUnd sampailah skang..SO oklah nak Layan Movie sat...ADIos

Thursday, March 17, 2005

HHHMMMM

Today tak byk yang kita buat..wake up so late coz i'm so really tired..Yerlah Yesterday kita kan kuar n then back here about around 8 something then after that kuar gi pasar n then lepak ngan dak2 till 11 then lepak dpn pc plak till 4 something..masuk tido plak amik masa around 0ne hour or more to sleep...ayakk...so really damn tiredlah..pesan makan ngan Ude then ma dad call say that he want to take me back to KL..i'm so suprise when he said that..
wwwwaaaaaaaaaaa... :(( i don't want to go so i ask him that i want to stay here till Sunday..Then he said ok..After dat my mum call..also said da same thing..waaaaaaaaaaa...don't do like this to me lah..i want to stay here till Sunday..Sedey nak tinggalkan kengkawan...Then after i give a good reason n beg her she said ok..Yipppiiiieeeee...so i can spend time with ma friend for da last time..
Yipppiieee...so dinner i go with ude,wak(ameer iskandar),Man(izzman),Od,nour,Bobby n fakRi... we all dinner kat fc..Mana lagi nak gi ekk..so after da take order n everything,fird arrive at fc n his cousin..After dah makan2 suma n lepak around 10 o'clock we all gi kedai just around da corner n balik tu lepak Kat depan Blok Bobby...mana lagi Ss06 lah...Then 11 o'clock kitaorg terpaksa balik..Me anta barang balik umah n then go to nadirah house to take some pic..AMik gambo laie..HEheheheheh..Famousnyer(perasan jer =p) but kena tunggu dia around 1/2 hour in front of her door coz she was not around..after da take pic tu baliklah umah..So after chatting n other thing..i write ma blog..so kita taktau nak tulis apa lagi dah sok sambung lagi ekk..ADios

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

SEdeyNyer

Haluuu...Today i've gone to SeremBaN with Ude,SUba n SyiKin..First of all there we were suppose to go tHere with others buT at Last only 3 of Us go there N meet SyikiN in da Terminal..so Sadlah..We are not acCorD!nG to da or!ginaL plan..waaaaaaaaaaaa :(( hoW could them disappointed Me???so Damn cRueL...i've ALreadY plan What to do n so on plus I want to take p!c wiTh them to :(( i don't want To mention Dat person name, u know wh0 u're Aite??? WhateVer La..Kalau PanjanG umUr JumpaLah Lag! lePas Ni k...if NoT u know Where to Find me aite??Hmmm..so i continue with da story abouT me goinG to Seremban..at FirsT we walK to da Bus Stop outsiDe .waaaaahhhhh tired sEy kena PanJat itu bukit Lo...dahLah it's getting Hot inHerE(sambil NyanYi lagu)heheheheh..so On ouR way KitaOrg amiK le gamb0 SKit..Tu Sudah Mesti..MemoRy ma..so KitaoRg samPai Jer bas Dah ada..yiPPiieee..At leaSt tak perlu tUngGu BaS lagi..kuang kuang kuang..aFter an Hour in Da bus we aRrive At tErminal 1..wahhhh...Ramainyerrr Org..i almost Forgot that now is Scho0L holiDay lah...That's whylaH byk Org..APa ka aPa ka..Hehehehhe..Sampa! sana Cari makanan DuLu..Lapa sEy..Ude dah memekAk kelaparan..Cian dia(ye ker???)..aFter Makan Tu kitaOrg ingat nak Gi direCtly to tempat Ticket waYang suddenLy syikin barU sampai Kat termiNal so we waIt for her ins!de while Suba Gi JempUt tuAn PuteR! tu(ngada2 masuk jerlah nak kena berjemPut plak..Huhuhu)
Then Baru Kitaorg beli Ticket for 4..AdELer peristiwa Lucu berLaku kat COunter tu..huhu..so after dah beli Ticket tu Ingat Nak g! seRemBan Parade but taK Jadi diaorg Kata nak tgk Unfortunate EvenT..so we All return Back to da COunter but Unfortunate for us da tiCket are ALreaDy soLd ouT..sob,sob,sob..SedeyNyer..so For da mean While be4 da moVie start we ALL just go ArouNd da terminal..Saja JenjaLan cucI mata n Amik beberapa Pose..hehehe...Amik Lagi???so Later we go to see da moVie..Hhuhuhuhu quite interesTinG da stoRy even Thought i more to English/cHineSe Movie..opppsss i forgot to mentionlah that we all are see -->"POtRet MisT!k"what da???HehhHEhe..SO dah Lepas tu we all feeL so tired juSt want to Go home..After Lepak around one Hour da bus arRive..We arrive At collEge at 8:40 something..Wah so tired..aFter shower me,ude,suba n SYikin went out again but just around da conner..We go to pasar Malamlah..Ude lapar once again..APala??after Buy some FOod we Went Back Home..N then boriNg plak duk umaH ajak apisz Lepak..But then me n Ude lepak Ngan punk,maiL,APisz,Kaoru a.k.a ar!ff,aYang n Mizi..Ha..forgot to mention again toDay is Fakri BurthdaY..SO Happy BesDay faKri!!!!May Ur wish n Dreamz Come TruE..aminn..Ha after 11 as usuallah kena Masuk umah..till then kita Lepak DPn pc till now..(feel so Unsatisfied coz i can't Put da STatus that i want..SO i think Enough for TOday,SO Long lah ...Ad!os..p/s:to Those who take exam Tommorow Good Luck n all da best..Gambate neh ;) cayok2..ADIos...

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

F!naLLy

Huhuhuhu...Finally i've already finish update my blog..Change da template n everything...i'm quite satisfied even it is not according to ma imagine blog..HeHehehehe...so This is ma fiRst Post after Update...Yesterday i've finish ma last paper ..Yipppiieee...free at last....a lil bit sad la coz after this i've to go home...Yalah kan dah abis Sem n my STudy here..so kenalah balik Ke pangkal Jalan...sedihnya nak tinggalkan kengkawan..sob,sob,sob ..This is da second blog i make coz da old one tu bukan guna template sendiri..amik org nyer..biasalah baru belajar kan..so bg sesapa nak bc da other one tu just link
---> www.syahindahouse.blogspot.com (hehehehehe)
YesterDay dinner, me n ude(ma Housemate) gi dinner kat FOod COurt dkt ngan admin..bIasaLah nak Gi mana lagi ek..Nak gi Jauh2 plak Transport xada..cian Kita ari2 eat da same food...Bosan gak..Yerlah ari2 ngadAp bendA YanG sama Jer..ACtualLy kan kitaorg Xdinner Berdua..KitaoRg dinner sekaLi ngan Idmal,Lan Black Metal,sHawn,BObby(papa bear..hehehe),Bob and not to mention also KeeBot..SOnok DInner Ngan DIaorG tu..Macam² peel DIaorg tu...Asyik TergeLak jer...Tah lepas Ni dpt DiNneR ngan diaOrg Lagi ker Tak...Sob,sob,sob..n then after 11 p.M gi Umah Vicky..Kat sana ada Nana,Agatha n then bila dah arrive sana Kita Panggil Wani jo!n sekali..SO bermula sessi TukaR² aLamaT n then DIikuti ngan SEsi BergaMbar(sorry xleh tunjuk gambonyer coz tak upload kat pc lagi...xde cd nak inSTalL..waaaaaaaaaaaa :(( sedih ni ..dAh ler DAh cam ModeL dah seMaLam..MacAm² Pose kita posing sEmalaM..BuanG teB!at SEKali SEKala apa salahNya tul x???N then Gi Umah Wani..seBelah jer..Bunyi Cam jauh jer kan..Huhuhu..Amik Gambo Ngan AHada(comel DIa ni,geRam Tgk Muka dia),LIn,Cik Lin,Rabiya n again AMik Lagi SEKali Ngan waNi..Ish ish sibuk jer dia tu =P (Jgn marah wani,Nanti cpt Tua...hehehehhe)SO last niGht tu Kita Jadi Model ler..kuang kuang Kuang..Jgn Jeles..Even Jadi Model Kita KEna Gak Jad! photographer..Waaaaaaaaa...HeheHeheh sib Baik Kita ni memanG suka AMik Gambo org..Kalau Tak,Huh xhing!n..EkekekekKeKe...so I Think enough Sampai SIni Dulu kang Lagi Kita tuliS kang masuk BakUL angkat SEndiri Plak..SO lAtEr lah ekk Kita continue..Nak buat blog for BlogdRive Plak..Huhuhu bapa Byk Blog da...sO oklah yer..ADIos

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Testing

Post ni saja jer...Pasal kita nak tukar template nak tgk lawo ker tak...Nanti kita akan post lagi kk