Wednesday, October 26, 2005

7 MEME????

While i was viewing my old blog suddenly i feel like want to see my frenz blog Ahada n i see she post about 7 meme..What is that mean ha??n then later i read her entry n then i saw Nazirah Nazri a.k.a Nazi been tagged by ahada...So view her blog to see her 7 Meme suddenly..jeng jeng jeng..oh no no no...i been tagged by Nazi..Aiya...Oh God what i gonna do meh??can't tell everyone my secret lah..Hmmm...i think i can tell a lil..so here it goes:

7 things i plan to do be4 i die:
1.Buy my parent a house or car(it must b a mercedes or BMW)
2.Got my own pc that been modify by myself including da system.
3.Know how to play a piano n talk in mandarin
4.Have my own house n car
5.Be a successful woman
6.Have my own company
7.Go to Makkah n got my Haji

7 things that i cannot do:
1.Swim...
2.Tell dat person "I Luv Him so Much"
3.Kill anyone that i luv
4.Hate my frenz
5.Tell all my secret to someone
6.Wear a skirt(Duh not my type..)
7.To be fully vegetarian

7 things i can do:
1.Hurt my self
2.Give advice to my frenz
3.Be mean to somone i don't like...
4.Talk for da whole day
5.stay up till 2 day
6.Surfing da net everyday
7.Sms my frenz everyday

7 celebrity crushes:
1.Edison Cheng
2.Jung Jhi Hoon a.k.a Rain..isn't he cute??
3.Freddie Prinze Jr
4.Keanu Reeves
5.Shane West
6.Joshua Scott a.k.a Jc
7.Jimmy Shanely

7 oft-repeated words at the moment:
1.Aiya
2.Hodohnye
3.Morning
4.Donno
5.Duh
6.Poyo
7.Eeeeeeeee

7 things that attract me to da opposite sex:
1.Kind
2.Caring
3.Luving
4.Understanding
5.Sporting
6.Got sense of Humour
7.Patient

7 tags to go:
1.Nurulhuda a.k.a Ude ..active blogger in Friendster
2.APisz...Just put in any of ur bloglah my dear
3.Idmal..When u'll be active blogger again ha?
4.Sis Ct Maryam..also active blogger in Friendster..
5.Jag..In Friendster too..Just put onelah in ur entry
6.Siang Siang ..hehehe..if u read this..do plz add one in ur entry k..
7.Nadirah..i saw that u only have one entry so why don't u put this in your blog???

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Free For a while

I have finish my exam yesterday n i pass my exam...thanx God...Alhamdulillah...I'm so scared that i failed but i pass it...i can't beleive it actually...even my grade r not so good but at least i feel so lega lah....Now i've to study for my other exam that i've to sit After raya...next week is a holiday week for my class but not for me..i got lot to study n read..Aiya...can't stand the preassure(i don't know if i type it right...heeheheh)after that exam i got 5 more exam to sit...aiya...can i've a break...aiya..Today we can't enter our class coz it has been close for tommorrow exam that will be sit by da other class...so we've to go to level 6 at 604 lab to sit..yalah can't share with da other class meh coz to many people will be crowded...so what else???Don't knowlah...i think that's all for today...

Thursday, October 20, 2005

It might b U???

My favourite filiphine drama right now....Staring Bea Alonzo(cieLo San caRLos)n John Lloyd Cruz(EarL LawRence Trinidad)...There were meant for each other...But to many challege that they have to go through...pity them...
Below is the lyrics for It might Be you song:

Time
I've been passing time

watching dreams go by
All of my lifeLying on the sand

watching sea birds fly
Wishing there could be
Someone waiting home for me

Something's telling me
it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life
Looking back as lovers go walking passed
All of my life
Wondering how they met and

what makes it last
If I found the place would

I recognize the face
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And there's so much love to wake
I think we're gonna need sometimes
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life
I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
Noone's ever heard before
And it's telling me it might be you
Yeah it's telling me it might be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

What am i talking about????

There r one time i was so happy
There r also one time that i was in pain..
Sometime i feel so lonely
Sometime i there was someone beside me...

Everyday i wish i could forget about him
Everyday i wish that i never love him
Everyday i keep telling myself not to
Everyday,Everyday n Everyday

Why am i doing here?
Why all this happened to me?
Why is it i have to experience bad thing?
Why is it people keep on hurting me?


Bla...bla....bla....what the hell am i talking about?i also donnolah...i just type all that come to my head..not really good in poetry....i just hentam2 saja....i feel so bored lah...n my stomach doesn't feel so well ....donno why...mayb becoz i tersalah makan...it almost 2 days now...aiya ..feel so uncomfortable...My classroom also feel so cool even i feel like i gonna fall sick already....cannotlah...later i got exam..still got to study....Today i hear Son By Four cassette..Takkan nak everyday listen to da same music right???so here is a few lyrics song that i like for u to view:

Can U tell me
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Days go by and I'm wishing
that you were kissing me goodnight
every sunrise I'm so lonely
and I'm trying to get by

The thought of you comes back into
my mind everytime that I'm dreaming
I'm caught up in the rapture of your love is
not enough to break down and cry
and just when I finally find the strength to break free
there you come along back into my mind.

Can someone tell me
how can I get the thought
of you out of my mind
How can I learn to let you go
Can someone help me
I feel it's urgent

I need someone who's heart is kind
to mine could it be possible.
Someone who can love me forever
someone who knows with time,
love grows
anyone who understand that it's better
when you love someone from your soul

PureSt oF Pain
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I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...

A Puro dolor
------------
Perdona si te estoy llamando en este momento
Pero me hacia falta escuchar de nuevo
Aunque sea un instante tu respiracion
Disculpa se que estoy violando
Nuestro juramento
Se que estas con alguien, que no es el momento
Pero hay algo urgente que decirte este hoy
Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte
Agonizando muy lento y muy fuerte
Vida, devuelveme mis fantasias
Mis ganas de vivir la vida
Devuelveme el aire...
Carino mio, sin ti yo me siento vacio
Las tardes son un laberinto
Y las noches me saben
A puro dolor...
Quisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravilla
Que no me ha afectado lo de tu partida
Pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol
Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte...

With You
---------
Baby every time I close my eyes
the only thing I've got on my mind is you only
and it feel so good to know your mine
cause baby I know that deep inside
you feel the same way too girl
your love is
sent from heaven above
I'm truly
baby I'm truly in love with you
with you
and I wanna get it on
all night long c'mon.
I want to be with you
all the time my baby
your love drives crazy
and I wanna get it on with you baby baby
I want to be with you
all the time my baby
your love drives crazy
and I wanna get it on with you baby c'mon.
Baby can we get a little freaky tonight
I promise I'll do anything you ask me to
I'll give to you once twice three times
we can do it all night cause you blow my mind
your love is
sent from heaven above
I'm truly
baby I'm truly in love with you
with you
and I wanna get it on
all night long c'mon.
I want to be with you
all the time my baby
your love drives crazy
and I wanna get it on with you baby baby
I want to be with you
all the time my baby
your love drives crazy
and I wanna get it on with you baby c'mon
Contigo Ay mi nena yo quiero estar contigo
yo quiero estar contigo contigo
pegate mi corazon eres tu mi tentacion
yo quiero estar contigo toda la noche toda la noche
baby baby baby contigo.

Cuando Seas Mia
-----------------
Voy a desnudar tu alma beso a beso hasta sentir
que tu cuerpo se derrama como lluvia sobre mi
por el borde tu espalda voy a dibujar mi amor
sin ocultar esta pasion
cada latido de tu corazon
cada respiro tuyo me pertenecera
cuando seas mia, ya lo veras, baby
todas las noches seran buenas para hacerte el amor
cuando seas mia en cada sueno voy a estar yo
te voy a hacer buscar, pedir, rogar mi calor
voy a desojar tus suenos como las mas bella flor
voy a vivir como siempre como esclavo de tu voz
desde el arco de tu ceja hasta tu dulce intimidad
caricias yo voy a sembrar
cada latido de tu corazon
cada respiro tuyo me pertenecera
cuando seas mia, ya lo veras, baby
todas las noches seran buenas para hacerte el amor
cuando seas mia en cada sueno voy a estar yo
te voy a hacer buscar, pedir, rogar mi calor
entregate, yo te hare vibrar
suplicaras que te ame mas
en mis brazos volaras, hasta el cielo llegaras
no escaparas jamas
cuando seas mia, ya lo veras, baby
todas las noches seran buenas para hacerte el amor
cuando seas mia en cada sueno voy a estar yo
te voy a hacer buscar, pedir, rogar mi calor.

All i ever wanted
-----------------
Save every little kiss for me tonight
like the one you gave me once upon a time
and when the moon and stars come out to shine
I'll tell them each and every one of them you're mine.
Open the little box of memories
of all the times you gave yourself only to me
just when I thought our love was dead and gone
the story turns a page to carry on.
Cause you're everything I ever wanted,
all I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
since the day that you went away I've been alone
and broken hearted
but what my heart really wants to know
if you're gonna stay or if you're gonna go
and I'm telling you please
if you're coming back into my life...
don't ever say goodbye.Que tu eres lo que mas quiero,
lo que yo mas quiero, lo que yo mas quiero.
since the day that you went away
I realized you're all I live for.
but what my heart really wants to know
if you're gonna stay or if you're gonna go
and I'm telling you please if you're
coming back into my life....
don't ever say goodbye

Why
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People say and I agree
if something goes away
and it returns it's yours for keep's
but that is not working for me
every night and every day
I realize that she possesses
power over me
and only her eyes I can see.
And I am just a fool that still believes
in what she promised
to be together till the end
damn not again

Why I can't stop this lie
that every thing's all right
that we were gonna last forever
why it's easier to deny
that all we had just die
to forget you it's now or never.

People say and I agree
that with faith you can move
mountains mentally
nothing real it's just a dream
every night every day
minutes become hours
day's to month and you're not here
my eye r dry n no more tears.

am just a fool that still believes
in what she promised
to be together till the end
damn not again

I just wanna know
why this crazy thing to me just keep's on happening
how keep than love of my life
look into my eyes and tell me pretty lies
I just wanna know
why this crazy thing to me just keep's on happening
how keep than love of my life
look into my eyes and tell me pretty lies
I'm tired of the game
but just can seem to tell you goodbye

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

My soul...

I'm were just listening to my walkman in my class...i play Dewa cassette album CIntaiLah Cinta.There r a few song that i do really like a lot...so here is The lyrics for u to view :

Air Mata
---------
Air mata yang telah jatuh
Membasahi bumi ... takkan sanggup
Menghapus penyesalan
Penyesalan yang kini ada ... jadi tak berarti
Karna waktu yang bengis ... terus pergi

Menangislah… bila harus menangis
Karena kita semua… manusia
Manusia bisa terluka… manusia pasti menangis
Dan manusiapun bisa mengambil Hikmah

Dibalik segala duka
Tersimpan Hikmah
Yang bisa kita petik pelajaran

Dibalik segala suka
Tersimpan Hikmah
Yang mungkin bisa jadi cobaan ...


Hadapi dengan Senyuman

KOsoNg
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Kamu … seperti hantu
Terus … menghantuiku
Kemanapun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku …
Salahku … biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan …
Kau … dari pikiranku ini

Di dalam keramaian...
aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu …
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu …
Kau tulis namamu …

Tubuhku … ada disini
Tetapi … tidak jiwaku
KOSONG yang hanya kurasakan …
Kau … telah tinggal di hatiku …

PuPuS
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Aku tak mengerti … apa yang kurasa,
Rindu yang tak pernah … begitu hebatnya
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak akan pernah tahu

Aku persembahkan … hidupku untukmu,
Telah kurelakan … hatiku padamu,
Namun kau masih bisu …
diam seribu bahasa
Dan hati kecilku bicara …


Baru kusadari …
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku …

Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku,
Semoga akan datang keajaiban,
hingga akhirnya kaupun mau

Aku mencintaimu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu …
Meski kau tak kan pernah tahu …

That's all i think..i think so lah..Later if got any that i like i'll post da lyric ok???da most favourite song is PUPUS...i like that song so much...Why?Have i been hurt or been frustrated???Only me can answer that question n i ain't give it to u...Hohohohohoho...It is a very touching song for me...coz da lyric mean so much to me...Below is da other Dewa song:

Hadapi dengan Senyuman
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Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi….Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah….Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

Separuh Nafas
--------------
Separuh nafas ku terbang
Bersama dirimu
Saat kau tinggalkanku...salahkanku

Salahkah aku
Bila aku bukanlah
Seperti aku yang dahulu

Ada makna tergali...
dari sinidari pertikaian yang terjadi...

Kau hancurkan diriku...
Bila kau tinggalkan aku...
Kau Dewiku...
Kembalilah padaku
Bawa separuh nafasku
Kau Dewiku...

Risalah Hati
------------
Hidupku tanpa cintamu
Bagai malam tanpa bintang
Cintaku tanpa sambutmu
Bagai panas tanpa hujan
Jiwaku berbisik lirih
Ku harus milikimu

Reff :
Aku bisa membuatmu jatuh cinta kepadaku
Meski kau tak cinta... kepadaku
Beri sedikit waktu biar cinta datang
Karena telah terbiasa

Simpan mawar yang ku beri
Mungkin wanginya mengilhami
Sudikah dirimu untuk
Kenali aku dulu
Sebelum kau ludahi aku
Sebelum kau robek hatiku

Hidupku tanpa cintamu
Bagai malam tanpa bintang
Cinta tanpa sambutmu
Bagai panas tanpa hujan

here is Padi da latest song lyrics for Ungu Violet Soundtrack :
Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
--------------------------
aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
aku tlah terpagut oleh cintamu
menelusup hariku dengan harapan
namun kau masih terdiam membisu

reff: sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan 'tuk mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban 'tuk memilikimu

betapa derunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

Monday, October 17, 2005

Donno????

Di kala Aku sendiri Sejenak aku terfikir
Adakah aku gembira?
Adakah aku bersedia untuk segalanya?
Mengapa ini terjadi?
Mengapa itu berlaku?
Mengapa,Mengapa dan mengapa?
Ku ingin mencapaimu tapi tangan tak sampai
Ku ingin simpati tapi tak terdaya
Ku ingin memahami dirimu
ku ingin Kau fahamiku juga
ku tak ingin terluka
ku tak ingin melukai
Adakah kau bahagia di sana?
Adakah kau jalani hari2 mu dengan kegembiraan?
Tiadakah rasa sakit di hati?
Tiadakah yang melukai hatimu?
Andai terluka mengapa tidak kau ceritakan?
Andai kau bersedih mengapa tidak kau luahkan?
Tahukah dikau sekali kau terluka,
sEjuta kali Aku merasa...
Sekali kau bersedih,
Hati ini juga merintih pilu....

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Yippie

Halluu...suddently tak visit u a few day meh...Want to know why i'm so happy today???Huhuhu our allowance has been increase to 500..woooo..so fantastic..That way i can buy stuff that i want to buy without asking money from my parent..huhuhuhu...didn't i mention dat yesterday is my parent anniversary.."happy anniversary mum n dad"..Today is jinggoat Besday so "happy besday jinggoat"May u've a pleasant besday this year k...Wah everyday my class become more fun to attend...n not to mention to dat our exam today has been delay to next week..Yippiee...What else ha?oppssss..i've to go back home..Class has end anyway...So to all Muslim "selamat berbuka Puasa k.."

Friday, October 07, 2005

Time to go back...

SO sleepy...class not yet stop...aiya...Early at 8.30 i arrive at Infomatic but class not yet start so i wait for a while...Later then at 9.30 my class start...Later at 12.30 we all break for lunch..then at 3pm we all start class back.Study about exam next week.Friday i guess..But i need to stay back from monday till Wednesday if i want to make sure that i pass for my Exam..Aiya...so Tension..Today i got nothing much to tell..My father already waiting for me downstairs..i've to type so fast...It's rainy also...So see next Monday..MUah*wink*

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Sir Ken Is Back

Yesterday my trainer also MC so around 2 o'clock there was someone replacing him..coz me n my frenz doesn't get use to know him so we all be a such "good"student...Today it is very cold here in my class..Aiya...who turn on da aircond???Even i wear my sweater(almost everyday n everytime i in da class)but yet still i feel so cold..I go to toilet almost 5 time today...Sir Ken is back on track today but yet still not feeling very well...Have i tell u he got a sore throat problem???Because that my exam is next friday he has to come to teach us coz we were having 2modul in 1 exam...arrgghhh TENSION!!got lot to study n read...all about computer...I quite not feeling very well today...very toughlah this subject feel like want to quit already but when i think back it such a waste if i quit now coz this is the only 1 lifetime chance...So got to do it...go syah...Cayok!!cayok!!Gambate neh =p It's rainy outside..How to go back???Today got to go back by myself coz my father holiday have finish already...Adieh..Yesterday is my 1st fast day..Thanx God coz i can finish it..Today i wonder what did my mother cook??Hope it is some thing that i like..It almost 4o'clock...It's time to go back...HEhehehhe..

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Trainer Mc

Today my trainer mc lah....Yipppiiiieee...i can rest for a day...i full my day at ampang here by surfing the internet,chating with my college frenz..n then at lunch time i go to ampang park near da putra to eat at mc'D ..wahh so many people...i have to quee n wait for so long time..aiya lucky me that my trainer isn't come..Mc loh...Thanx god that he is not here so that we didn't need to rush...So oklah got to go back..till tommorrow we meet again..Adios...and to all muslim people.."Happy fasting month"..make sure that u do ur responsibility k...To all that knew me i'm so sorry if i once hurt by accidently or not kk...Please forgive..Take care n Miss Ya all..

Monday, October 03, 2005

Morninngggg!!!!!

Today is my third week study at ampang(Microsoft Certified System Enggineer)It's early in da morning...class not yet start but sir Ken has arrive already...aiya..My rutin day has started..don't know what will he teach us today..we are quite fast learning here..already in da chapter 20...adieh..there r certain thing that i can catch up but a little bit that i miss aiya...very fast loh...hehehehhehehe...so see ya later....i have to start my class...Adios