Believe??

I just couldnt believe i heard dat word from my beloved frienz...u promise me u wouldnt said da word but yet u still say it..i feel so unsatisfied..seriously just couldnt believe it..how u able to not understand me n put some big action ...u seriously hurt me a lot bro.. this time u seriously hurt me a lot...my heart feel like a broken pieces..i can stand if my other frienz do it to me even if i have bf still i can stand if im being push but you are da one dat know me for so long years yet still dont understand me and make me feel so damn hurting ....adieh...sorry guys this post i post for a very special person in my life(but not my bf or something,u know who u r aite)..so if u read this sorry if u feel so frustrated...this just my way of expressing my feel as i dont know what else did i has to do...if u guys were me what did u feel when da person dat u trusted da most make u feel so damn hurting....like dat person didnt know u so well...hhmmmm enough of dat..i dont want to think about it anymore...now start a new fresh start..my life now on is only about me,me and me only...so guys...now im on holiday mode might be not able to post ...hehehe....if i can i will post k...so guys till then.

Phew....finish already...

Sorry guys lately been hardly to post some post as i fall sick and wont be able to wake up...seriously......dat day on friday 24 Oct 2008 was my last day...first i arrive at bukit aman dat day already didnt feel so damn well...im hardly to do anything but yet still i try to do something then..on lunch i just sleep at my desk..couldnt stand the pain already....with the aircond n my head feel like want to explode...later on after returning my computer stuff at UNit Harta Modal..Thanx fizi for taking my cpu there......hehehehehe......even it was just a monitor still heavy owh...then i see Tn.Redzuan my sv an early off as i couldnt stand it anymore...i call my dad then i take bus to home at PEtaling Strait...its rainy but i feel not want to open my umbrella as it was few drop only....i sleep all da way home....then i arrive at home,i change my clothes then i say to my mum im taking a nap really tired....luckily its only 5 something....then i sleep till 8 wahhhhhhhhh.....dat time my mum asking either i want to go to Adam house or not, i say i couldnt walk...i take shower then i eat only mango and guava.....only dat thing i think i can accept to eat...then later after my mum back at home around 10, i ask her to sleep early..she said ok....wah only 10 owh i already sleep..then later tomorrow i wake up late not really late actually..i wake up early but i wake up from the bed is late....wah...my body feel so painfull...the headache,cough,flu,fever...wah all complete...then my mum go to the kenduri left me alone at home....after my mum come back...she feel my forehead and wahhhhhhhh seriously it was very hot then i when to clinic with my mum and dad..then later for 2 days i stay at my bed and sleep early, eat almost nothing....seriously whne im eating i throw everything dat i eat every time i cough....aigooo....then later on wednesday with not feeling dat so well i went to campus to see my sv to give her my report...yupzz...its done...due to not enough sleep n rest that why i got hot fever....ahahahahahaha....my mum already bla...bla...blaa....hahahhaa...has to accept...my fault actually...oklah dont want to talk so long..need to rest or my mum scold me again as i fall sick again...high fever on thursday........now only cough and flu didnt recover..hopefully soon...klah..now im on holiday...got to go guys...later k...