What lor....

adieh....what to do after this...i really want to start work immidiately....huhuhu...only me know why....adiehh....even im so deeply happy in front of my friends or other but inside me only Allah knows how i feel...if i alwiz think about all that my head will be so damn stuck....now im only think dat i want to go some place that far2 away from my daily life....the environment make me so damn much better...not that i want to run away from everything but dat was just my way of style....hehehhe.....for now just need to go far far away from here ...hopefully...im determine myself to go far away from here just my way to become an independent adult dat just doing thing on my own and even gain something and spend on my own expend...hehehehe...so dreamless...ill try my best to fulfill my own dream from now on and make sure everything is regarding to my own way of style...hopefully...AMIN!!!! currently im falling in luv to one song just from da way of the band dancing...i like to dance...even when i heard song i can imagine what kind of Choreographer for dat song can be and i put to my heart ill definitely take dancing class lesson not da slow motion song but the DANCE...hehehehe...just couldnt imagine me dancing..by da way continue to my sentence before, da song i mean is that "HEARTBEAT" from 2PM(Korea Artist,i like to see Kim Junsu..hehehe)so smart they can perform live according to their video clip..below is da song lyric with translations in english also the real video clip from them...hope u guys enjoy it as im so damn enjoying da song even i can dance the dance like the clip...hahahaha...me dancing??????what lor....hehehehehe...


*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

niga jitbalbgo ddeonan shimjangi
ajikdo ddwigo issuh
geugutdo neoleul hyanghae

ijeulyeogo amooli nolyukhaebwado
saelowoon saramdeuleun amoori mannabado
gaesok dashi ddo dashi dolaseomyun wae ni senggakman naneunji
an hallae geuman hallae
amoori nae jashineul dallaego ddo dallae bwado
amoo soyoungi ubssuh nae shimjangi gojangna bulyusseo wae

wae ajikdo naneun ilun babo gateun jisheul haneunji
meolilon algetneundae gaseumeun wae ji mamdaelonji
nuleul jabgo nochileul mot hae jigeumdo niga na eh gyuttae
itneun gut gattae ibyuleul mitji mot hae

nogool mannado maeum sok han gotseun yulji mot hago gaesok ni jalil biweonwa
ol liga ubneundae oljido moleundago wae mitneunji gaseumi wae maleul an deutni

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

ijeoya hae ijeoya salsoo issuh
jiweo beolyuh yaman hae an geulyeomyun naega jooguh
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming.
she's gone, gotta be moving on
gassuh ji ana geunyun ni senggak haji ana

geunyuh neun naega gidalineun gul junhyuh moleun chae jal salgo issuh
geunyuh neun imi nal ijussuh wanjunhi jiwussuh wae naneun geuleokae mot hani

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)


TRANSLATIONS

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)


VIdeo CLips
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Sun Certified

Adieh...now im the sun certified java programming training class..adieh...so damn tired...now even im not sleepy when i sleep i also donno...i just realize it either someone wake me up or i wake up suddenly..aiggoooo..in class everyday need to face da computer and coding....adieh..till my brain full with the coding...couldnt except it sometime...last week i go to Senawang to Ana weeding...simple but still nice to see the event...her dress so damn beautiful...i go there with my twinz,ijan and zaim...huhuhu...we all go there from my home 12.30 then arrive there around 1 something..quite far the place actually..."Happy Weeding Day to Ana".one of my frenz getting married...huhuhu..me?couldnt imagine dat im getting married as i didnt have anyone in my life for now...my first priority now to find job and finish dis training..also my first beloved thing in my life now is my car, my lappy then my hp..hhuhuhuhu...but yet still family is important...next week need to send my beloved car to service as it already exceed the time for services...huhuhu...my car not like my twinz...my one is just a lil tiny bmw...hahahahahh...so need to care more and now only me driving it as other only like to complain about it...whatlah...i dont give a damn about dat...their word doesnt concern me ..like i care as long as im comfortable and i have transport for me to go anywhere then its enough for me no matter how cheaper,not so damn good at look or even not so big and a modern car,i dont care...hehhehe...k continue later ...need to concertrate in class meh...hahahahah...me?believe it or not k....heheheh...daaaaaaaaaaaa....