What lor....

adieh....what to do after this...i really want to start work immidiately....huhuhu...only me know why....adiehh....even im so deeply happy in front of my friends or other but inside me only Allah knows how i feel...if i alwiz think about all that my head will be so damn stuck....now im only think dat i want to go some place that far2 away from my daily life....the environment make me so damn much better...not that i want to run away from everything but dat was just my way of style....hehehhe.....for now just need to go far far away from here ...hopefully...im determine myself to go far away from here just my way to become an independent adult dat just doing thing on my own and even gain something and spend on my own expend...hehehehe...so dreamless...ill try my best to fulfill my own dream from now on and make sure everything is regarding to my own way of style...hopefully...AMIN!!!! currently im falling in luv to one song just from da way of the band dancing...i like to dance...even when i heard song i can imagine what kind of Choreographer for dat song can be and i put to my heart ill definitely take dancing class lesson not da slow motion song but the DANCE...hehehehe...just couldnt imagine me dancing..by da way continue to my sentence before, da song i mean is that "HEARTBEAT" from 2PM(Korea Artist,i like to see Kim Junsu..hehehe)so smart they can perform live according to their video clip..below is da song lyric with translations in english also the real video clip from them...hope u guys enjoy it as im so damn enjoying da song even i can dance the dance like the clip...hahahaha...me dancing??????what lor....hehehehehe...


*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

niga jitbalbgo ddeonan shimjangi
ajikdo ddwigo issuh
geugutdo neoleul hyanghae

ijeulyeogo amooli nolyukhaebwado
saelowoon saramdeuleun amoori mannabado
gaesok dashi ddo dashi dolaseomyun wae ni senggakman naneunji
an hallae geuman hallae
amoori nae jashineul dallaego ddo dallae bwado
amoo soyoungi ubssuh nae shimjangi gojangna bulyusseo wae

wae ajikdo naneun ilun babo gateun jisheul haneunji
meolilon algetneundae gaseumeun wae ji mamdaelonji
nuleul jabgo nochileul mot hae jigeumdo niga na eh gyuttae
itneun gut gattae ibyuleul mitji mot hae

nogool mannado maeum sok han gotseun yulji mot hago gaesok ni jalil biweonwa
ol liga ubneundae oljido moleundago wae mitneunji gaseumi wae maleul an deutni

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

ijeoya hae ijeoya salsoo issuh
jiweo beolyuh yaman hae an geulyeomyun naega jooguh
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming.
she's gone, gotta be moving on
gassuh ji ana geunyun ni senggak haji ana

geunyuh neun naega gidalineun gul junhyuh moleun chae jal salgo issuh
geunyuh neun imi nal ijussuh wanjunhi jiwussuh wae naneun geuleokae mot hani

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)


TRANSLATIONS

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)


VIdeo CLips
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Sun Certified

Adieh...now im the sun certified java programming training class..adieh...so damn tired...now even im not sleepy when i sleep i also donno...i just realize it either someone wake me up or i wake up suddenly..aiggoooo..in class everyday need to face da computer and coding....adieh..till my brain full with the coding...couldnt except it sometime...last week i go to Senawang to Ana weeding...simple but still nice to see the event...her dress so damn beautiful...i go there with my twinz,ijan and zaim...huhuhu...we all go there from my home 12.30 then arrive there around 1 something..quite far the place actually..."Happy Weeding Day to Ana".one of my frenz getting married...huhuhu..me?couldnt imagine dat im getting married as i didnt have anyone in my life for now...my first priority now to find job and finish dis training..also my first beloved thing in my life now is my car, my lappy then my hp..hhuhuhuhu...but yet still family is important...next week need to send my beloved car to service as it already exceed the time for services...huhuhu...my car not like my twinz...my one is just a lil tiny bmw...hahahahahh...so need to care more and now only me driving it as other only like to complain about it...whatlah...i dont give a damn about dat...their word doesnt concern me ..like i care as long as im comfortable and i have transport for me to go anywhere then its enough for me no matter how cheaper,not so damn good at look or even not so big and a modern car,i dont care...hehhehe...k continue later ...need to concertrate in class meh...hahahahah...me?believe it or not k....heheheh...daaaaaaaaaaaa....

New Rythm

As time goes by all the memory that i has gone through all this year and before being flash back in to my life...i need new rythm to change all dat...dont want to remember all da memory that my life so damn ****.Today i start new class with new subject "LINUX".I feel so damn bored and sleepy ...adieh....want to return to da time when i learn vb...aish.....vb,vb,vb...now we all been given da 30 minutes break after an hour start learn...whatlah...adieh....no wonderlah my frenz say dat the trainer a lil bit bored as he such a slow person...aish....also spell my name so wrongly...adieh.....sya not shyah lor...adieh....and by da way "Selamat Pengantin Baru" to my old frenz from legenda Sheikh Ahmad Amri aka Bobby aka Papa Bear...wah...we got Mama Bear already...wah....unluckily i couldnt go to his wedding at Johor Bahru due to some problem that rise during dat day....sorry my frenzz.... so need to continue da class...see ya soon k...below few lyrics song that i currently enjoy listening, do enjoy it k...


Agnes Monica - Teruskanlah
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Pernahkah kau bicara
Tapi tak di dengar
Tak di anggap
Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah
Tapi disalahkan
Tak di beri
Kesempatan

Reff :
Kuhidup dengan siapa
Ku tak tau kau siapa
Kau kekasihku tapi
Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku
Aku patung bagimu
Cinta buta
Kebutuhan mu

Back to reff.

Hoo.. Hooo

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau.. kau begitu

Teruskan lah… teruskan lah..

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Anang - Separuh Jiwaku Pergi
=============================

Separuh Jiwaku Pergi
Memang indah semua
Tapi berakhir luka
Kau main hati
Dengan sadarmu
Kau tinggal aku

Reff:
Benar ku mencintaimu
Tapi tak begini
Kau khianati hati ini
Kau curangi aku

Kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
Selama dengan aku
Itu ucap bibirmu
Kau dustakan semua
Yang kita bina
Kau hancurkan semua
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Aiman - Cinta Terakhir
===========================
Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia...

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan....

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Hampa Hatiku - Ungu
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Pernah kah kau merasa (2x)
Cukup sudah kuberikan cintaku
Cukup sudah rasa ini untukkmu
Mati sudah hati ini padamu
Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Reff (2x)
Pernah kah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernah kah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

Buang saja semua kata cintamu
Buang saja semua kata maafmu
Hancur sudah hati ini padamu
Hancur sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Back to reff 2x

Rap:

pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
dikala siang datang terasa gelap gulita tiada cahaya
hanya gelap hitam dan kelam
tak ada lagi suka tak ada rasa
pernahkah, pernah pernah pernah pernah pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
disaat diri terlelap
meski gemuruh kian beradu slalu mengaduh
kau tak terlelap dalam tidurmu

Maafkan aku sayangku
Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, menghianatiku
Ampuni aku sayangku
Jujurku katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu

Pernah kah kau merasa 2x

back to reff 2x
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Afgan feat Nagita Slavina - Yang Ku tahu cinta itu Indah
========================================================
Pernah kah kau merasa (2x)
Cukup sudah kuberikan cintaku
Cukup sudah rasa ini untukkmu
Mati sudah hati ini padamu
Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Reff (2x)
Pernah kah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernah kah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

Buang saja semua kata cintamu
Buang saja semua kata maafmu
Hancur sudah hati ini padamu
Hancur sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Back to reff 2x

Rap:

pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
dikala siang datang terasa gelap gulita tiada cahaya
hanya gelap hitam dan kelam
tak ada lagi suka tak ada rasa
pernahkah, pernah pernah pernah pernah pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
disaat diri terlelap
meski gemuruh kian beradu slalu mengaduh
kau tak terlelap dalam tidurmu

Maafkan aku sayangku
Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, menghianatiku
Ampuni aku sayangku
Jujurku katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu

Pernah kah kau merasa 2x

back to reff 2x
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Kelly clarkson feat justin guarini - Timeless
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Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you feel my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Dont let it end (no)
Now that youre right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Dont let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It's just timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too (yes I do)
So let's sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldnt let the moment pass
Making me shiver lets make it last
Why should we lose it dont ever let me go

Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless

Timeless
Dont let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
Its just timeless
Its just timeless

Love
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Zee Avi - Kantoi
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Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.

End and Begining

Hola, guys ...im back....hehehe...now just finished up my exam and studies but im taking the sun certified java programming at unikl... just 3 days of holiday i have but can it call holiday??? huhuhuhu....so damn not get enough sleep as im back around 5 or 6 something to my home then need to do some of housework and take care off my beloved niece (she so damn cute and sweet).alwiz like to see her smile...no matter what u do or sing still she will smile at u...so sssssswwwweeetttt.....hehehehe...then i have around 4 / 5 hours to watch the television if i manage to do so...huhu...then the next morning need to wake up early as my class will start 9am...adieh...so damn lazy to wake up..adieh....will update my blog soon k..need to continue class...heheheh...studylah why u surf the net...aish.....(me talking to myself..) so guys will update more about me again k....i got plenty to say but i need to continue my class or the trainer might scold me...heheheheh...really??

very2 bz person

huhuhuhu lately because of the fasting month,its been a hard day for me as i need to sleep early then wake up for sahur then wake up to go to class and unfortunately my class most of all are in the morning session... so tension owh...then evening i need to comeback early to prepare for break fast..so lil time to rest...my body feel like not me walking or moving it...it move by it self...if it can say..obviously it would say - aiya...u think im a machine meh?adieh....so tired but cant stop moving n walking as i need to finish up my fyp...i will post some pic and more post maybe a lil bit late as i will be so damn bz with my fyp but if im free, ill try to post some k as i a lot of event that happened in my life that i want to tell ...till then k...

p/s:alwiz rushing back home speedly..my car element might need to check..adieh...