CurRently

Currently I like to listen song before I go to sleep or sleep while listening to da song


The song title dat I'm listening :

delima hati by ungu
I am a loner by cnblue
selalu mengalah by seventeen
waktu Yg dinanti by ungu
timeless by jang ri
mystery by beast
hati Yg Kau lukai by Rossa
incureable dicease by wheesung feat mastA wu
heartbeat by 2 pm
shecant get enough by big bang

and etc but those song I list is da most song I like to listen lately, it is the music either when I listen to it my body feel free to dance even I can imagine the choreographer for the song or the lyrics dat might similiar to my life.. I need some music and lyrics dat could wake me up from dream... I donno what to expect anymore.. My life is a mess... My heart is broken into piecies , I donno what going to happened ... I just in mythought now to find a job for me as now I have a big responsibility dat I need to fulfilled as the oldest sister in da family...might not gonna not to think about my life n heart for donno how long... Just hoping everything just going to br fine even my heart just definitely everyday broken still need to be strong for my family.. I won't show my weakness and definitely going to live for them from now on... Just hoping maybe later there will be someone for me to lend the shoulder for me to let go off the burden not to carry with them coz I just need a shoulder for me to cry and listening to what I have to say ... Not into luv just now coz there no time for me to do dat and not becoz I'm so choosy just dat I could t imagine my self getting married or even falling in luv anymore.. Dat time has pass and I'm done with dat life.. Mayb it was my destiny to be alone and live up my life for my family... Now they are da most important thing for me to think... Maybe they won't appriciate but that is enough for me just seeing them happy...maybe I'm not gonna be a prefect daughter but yet stil I will try to fulfilled my responsibility for them .. Sound silly what I'm saying and whatlH I'm saying... It just some thought dat I have in my mind... Just hoping dat people will accept me for I am and myself the way I'm