Broken

Right now my heart is broken into piecies... A lot of thing dat happened on my life dad I regret to much ...seriously..is it hard for u to reply at least one?I know I might disturbing u but ignoring me make me feel if I can commit a sin dat I will not get back da sin back to mr definitely right now I might have kill few people...but my conclusion now is to Leave and ignore everyone dat hurt my heart coz enough is enough...for once I might forget about it but after a lot dat I do I'm just thinking should I forgive everything dat u done?I shouldn't right?if u have a lil heart u should definitely thing if u urself should be forgiven by me..but to avoid any of unpleasant situation happened between us I will forgetting for now dat I know u..if I ignoring u ,u should understand why coz I'm tired already just to make people heart in pleasant way but enough is enough...i just wish dat I'm not knowing u but fate make it da other way...just remember dis my pleasant attitude from now on will not be da same anymore...

What with da word and da whole thing gurlz?
Hehehe Im just expressing my feeling becoz there isn't any shoulder for me to lean against...not dat I'm didn't have frenz anymore... I have just I don't have any dat a good listener for me to express it...

So guys till then...want to sleep need to get up early tommorrow

cutie dead

yesterday im feeding da cat (mickey) then i went to check for minie (hamster)and cutie (hamster) food is the food is enough or not but yet i saw da food still full so i change the water only..then when i want to put da water back i saw something suspicious about the hamster..my instinct say dat the hamster is dead...so i take something in way to check whether its alive or not but the bad news is dat cutie is dead...i feel so damn sad im even cry about it....then later in the night i go out with my frenz to mcd bangsar in way to help her coz she got an interview session for da next day...in our way back to da car suddenly we saw the backlight of da car has been crash by someone...seriously...damn bad condition...im so worried...even its not my car yet still need to worried aite...my frenz went home sadly...i donno what to do...im not da type dat expert in comforting someone...i only can give advice but in comfort issue,im very bad in dat...dats why if someone dat feel not so good or something bad...im only can give advice...just dat...sorry guys...cant help a lot but if u want to talk to someone i definitely can be there to listen...what else huh?hmmm...nothing much...for today i went to cut my hair...driving rini's saga...(huhuu nowdays im been giving permission to drive dat saga..hahaha,a lil bit lazy to drive persona...quite big and im not expert to adjust da site to park da car...if on da road there will be no problem) after dat went back...then i buy 4 comics at da 7 eleven... a must thing to do if im in dat area...must went to da 7 eleven and search for new comics..now in my head in concerning about working coz dis month da mara loan im not going to receive it...quite worried about da bill and others thing dat need to pay...maybe gonna search for part time job for a while...yalah...if i want to wait for permanent job might gonna cost me a lot of time to spent plus actually my dad ask me not to search for a job till my convo is finish plus he want me to apply for the police job..adieh..what to do...im in bad condition...eh guys oklah...till then k...going to post more if got time...da....