routine

hye guys salam...wassup!! hehehe...its been quite long time i post something aite...im now just doing same routine everyday every week...everyday my work of life is to do my dad work after he come back even it was 4.00 am in the morning...what to do ...im just a daughter...then every monday,wednesday and friday night around 7.30pm send my lil sis to her school then after dat around 9.40 pm something take her back from her school...before this im also taking her back from school around 2.30pm coz she got extra class ....but then she taking the van..but just in case im free im taking her from her school the night class if for the tuition ....huhuhu...seem like im becoming a driver aite..what to do everyone busy plus my dad also donno what time he is coming back from work....so other than that is taking care my lil niece ...feed,bath,dress,and sleep her...all that plus the housework that i need to do...oklah...my niece is disturbing me...want to type something on the keyboard...adiehh... bubye

Sorry

Why Did I put da title sorry ?coz I just want to say this word ...bullshit man...I hate when people lie...just couldn't understand why people need to say something dat just make people feel so sympathy to dat person...serious I don't like dat kind of people...so what ur life suck ,why need to do such thing...my life suck too but just say what I'm going to say but it won't make me a liar also person dat like to take other sympathy...there no need for others sympathy coz I will be just fine and definitely won't need for me to lie..so today Its my first time to drive my mom persona coz I'll be da one dat will continue to pay for da car ...yet still my luv kancil still da best..before dis the radiator of my kancil got some liking...almost three days I just couldn't stop worrying about dat...after changing da radiator the car us fine and today also my father change the absover(huhuhu didn't know if I spell it right..)then change the 2 tyre and do some element adjustment...so know the car is in good condition...but dat car I only use for certain things...as if I already start working I'll be using the personas...huhuhu quite adventure coz I'm still not get to use dat care to adjust the site coz persona is more bigger than kancil..will post some pic..

CurRently

Currently I like to listen song before I go to sleep or sleep while listening to da song


The song title dat I'm listening :

delima hati by ungu
I am a loner by cnblue
selalu mengalah by seventeen
waktu Yg dinanti by ungu
timeless by jang ri
mystery by beast
hati Yg Kau lukai by Rossa
incureable dicease by wheesung feat mastA wu
heartbeat by 2 pm
shecant get enough by big bang

and etc but those song I list is da most song I like to listen lately, it is the music either when I listen to it my body feel free to dance even I can imagine the choreographer for the song or the lyrics dat might similiar to my life.. I need some music and lyrics dat could wake me up from dream... I donno what to expect anymore.. My life is a mess... My heart is broken into piecies , I donno what going to happened ... I just in mythought now to find a job for me as now I have a big responsibility dat I need to fulfilled as the oldest sister in da family...might not gonna not to think about my life n heart for donno how long... Just hoping everything just going to br fine even my heart just definitely everyday broken still need to be strong for my family.. I won't show my weakness and definitely going to live for them from now on... Just hoping maybe later there will be someone for me to lend the shoulder for me to let go off the burden not to carry with them coz I just need a shoulder for me to cry and listening to what I have to say ... Not into luv just now coz there no time for me to do dat and not becoz I'm so choosy just dat I could t imagine my self getting married or even falling in luv anymore.. Dat time has pass and I'm done with dat life.. Mayb it was my destiny to be alone and live up my life for my family... Now they are da most important thing for me to think... Maybe they won't appriciate but that is enough for me just seeing them happy...maybe I'm not gonna be a prefect daughter but yet stil I will try to fulfilled my responsibility for them .. Sound silly what I'm saying and whatlH I'm saying... It just some thought dat I have in my mind... Just hoping dat people will accept me for I am and myself the way I'm

Dilema

Dilema hati by ungu

Ungu – Dilema Cinta

Seberapa salahkah diriku

Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku

Inikah caramu membalas

Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka

Seberapa hinanya diriku

Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu

Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu

Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu

Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Telah ku coba segala cara

‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu

Merebut hatimu

Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan

Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu

Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya

Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa

Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu

Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu

Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu

Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu

Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

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LiVe my life

hye guys,..I'm back..huhuhu alwiz da same word..I'm just being me..what am I doing still awake while it's already 2:40 in the morning..I just finish watching the sex and the city the movie..even I have seen it a dozen time yet still I like to watch it..al da word and the thing dat has been done or do in da movie open up my eye..not just a lil bit..a lot till u can't count it..it's also make me realize about my life lately and currently...where can I get such a frenz like dat that will alwiz be there for u ...even the stuff in dat movie or drama is not appropriate but still it's all make sense...the other drama dat I like to watch is korean drama series title dalja's spring which I think might gonna happened to me if I'm still don't have any partner before 30...but not da affair part with other woman husband..i hate dat kind of thing in my love...I'm willing to be a single woman rather than having am affair or married to other women husband...as long others happy exspecially my frenz and the person dat I love is happy then it's ok for me...I'm alwiz be like dat. Till forever...I'm only think myself the last thing dat on earth dat I'm gonna think...I'm done with love...u want to know why...I hate when I love somebody then I won't be able to be with da person I luv..more dat I hate when I'm falling in love and get da fact dat dat person dat I know single suddenly couple with someone else...call me an old fashion lady coz I'm not da type of girl dat will admit to da person i luv dat I luv them..if I do dat feel like my love for him is just so cheap...I even give up my love to my frenz even when I'm looking at them together I'm hurt so damn much inside...be there done dat...if anyone can see my heart it is totally full with scar dat I won't forget till I die...I may forgive but I won't forget...I know I have done so many things dat hurt other persons feeling so damn much but even they occure dat I'm da one dat hurting so damn badly just in way make other person happy...days why when close to someone I will definitely pull back and go far from them becoz it's enough of pains and sorrow dat I've gone through...I just don't want to be hurt again..if I'm da type of person dat easily fall in love,I'm also not da type dat cheat to her partner...I hate cheatting..what am I talking about?enough till then k