Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Yippie yey yayeeee

Guess what..i got 1 blouse yesterday...kak b give to me...wah couldnt believe it...n today i got kurma from 2 of the vendor...waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh....best2...nearly fasting month...2 days more to go...couldnt wait...heheheh...today nearly i arrive here late coz due to the merdeka celebration some road have been closed that cause jammed everywhere...u go here jammed..u go there jammed...adieh...the road will be close till this friday...luckily its not raining...but now donno as if i already inside the building and only sit in front of my pc doing the coding...donno much what happened outside....adieh...everyday is cold in the department...everyday i got flu and headache...feel so happy lately as i dont think so much what happened to me past few years and month before...i feel so free....yey.....nothing much to think huh!!ish...everyday raining, raining and raining...i like it but the most i couldnt stand is the cold...no matter where i am...everything is cold, cold and cold..the task that i need to do is getting more hard,hard and hard...aiya what with the repeating word..da!!couldnt wait to start fasting and finish my practical here...its been a long time i didnt see all my frenz...miss u guys a lot *wink*.. how u guys doing?still remember me?of course still right..im hard to forget...hahahha("PERASAN")...my streamyx account already activated..only waiting for the modem to arrive at home and yippie i got internet access at home...not that my home didnt have any,how does u feel using dial up connection with ur os WINDOWS 95/98...nah....u will feel like u want to burn or throw ur pc outside the windows..hahahaha...klah need to continue working

Monday, August 25, 2008

Politics politics politics

Sorry to say this...i hate those thing and i hate what happened in our country now day..no offense k..just now i read in the utusan about the thing that they do..how could them as a Muslim pray for other people destruction..it was just like they have no religious teach in their life. didnt in our religious state dat dont ask ALLAH for other people destruction and even u teach the lil children to heard such of those thing...im feel so angry about that coz it make our religious just the same as the chistian,budha n so on.just dont know what happened now day..there are more corruptcy in the country....why they cant become a nice person as they are the leader of our country...why dont they show good thing to the lil generation...seriously...its like our world nearly to end...sorry if anyone or anybody feel angry reading this...this was just my opinion...as a citizen i have right aint i??? enough about politics...its only make me feel angry think about it as i hate politics coz it aint the best thing in the whole world to think about it...

so lately my life just full with coding,sleepy,tired and bored everyday...couldnt wait to finish my practical and go back to study and finish my study as i want to finish my study so that i can work and spent the money to buy some gadget and thing for myself...hahahahahaha...money isnt everything k...i just want to have a simple life...money come last....family come first..haahahah...couldnt believe what i said...but seriously money isnt everything...even if i have a lot of money still think like dat...it was just enough if i have money to pay everything then just lil to myself as when i have a lot of money some time...i feel its a lot and donno what to do with those money...everyday i just live and the money is enough for me to eat , keep some for the future(if i get into trouble or something like dat)and paid the transportation..its enough already as im not the type dat like to shopping like other gurl frenzs of mine but when i go shopping i will buy everything dat i think i need to use such like shampoo or other daily use...just buy thing dat needed only..why will i buy then i wont use it..so it was useless and wasted right???so enough for today..got to continue working...daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Sometime

Sometime when im all alone by myself make me think about that "person" that use to hurt my heart a lot as few month before i need to face their face everyday...anywhere...i just couldnt understand what did i have done to u to make u say those word?i know im wrong now but im not wrong before...do you know how much did i sacrifice just to let u have ur happiness between u guys but still im hurting a lot as the old wound bleeding again...when i sit n talk to u then i realize who make everything worse n worse...i admit its not my mistake and i have no sorry about it as i realize its was u the wrong everytime n everything that people heard about me..sorry to say this thing...dont blame me for the mistake dat u done urself,u are the one that tell to other people about us as i ask everyone where did they hear such thing and they said it was u so where did i did wrong and dont blame me when people just hate or dislike u guys coz it was not my fault!!instead of dat i even back u up and still say to other people not to threat u guys like dat..they just couldnt stand ur attitude themself so where did i do wrong again???before this if u hurt me accuse me everything,i might feel so down and just be quite about it but i aint dat person anymore...i have change for a better me.u make me feel so annoying when u say those thing..."i just be frendz to anyone or sombody just becoz to get benefit from them"..ok let me ask u..what did i get from u?? NOTHING JUST PAIN,PAIN,PAIN & PAIN..so what did i get from u??all was i do just want to have a simple life n u are not included as u were like to pretend or what the correct word should i put it?hhhmmm....the best actress for the whole world...enough talking about that..wont want to think about it anymore...aint want to look for the past just want to look forward...i want to do the best now and for my future...u just wait and see...enough about it..today actually got more coding to settle with...adieh...somemore just now there are some celebration in the department as RAmadhan is getting to come soon..only left 6 days more then we all the muslim will need to fast..So "SELAMAT BERPUASA TO ALL MUSLIM & FRENZ"... hope this ramadhan will go through smoothly...

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

tension arise

lately bz with the work so hardly to post the blog as the work has reach the hard part in the progress...aaaaaaaaaarrrrgggghhhhh!!!!hahahaha...are you crazy or what??wah very2 hard to find the coding that i need...adieh...where to find???oklah got to continue to do my work...later if i has time i post somemore...here other song that i try to find before then now only i able to find.so enjoy the lyric k...hhahahah can post lyric only....


Elliott Yamin Lyrics
Wait For You Lyrics

Friday, August 08, 2008

what to say

actually recently now donno what to say in this blog but still want to post something.when i got da idea,badly im not in front of any pc or laptop...adieh....so wasted!!Actually forgot to tell n mention dat my brother just married on 31/05/2008...yippie...hahahaha...actually dat week so tired owh with lot of thing need to do...even when the wedding finish one week later still feel the pain owh...lucky me dat the wedding is on my semester break...as the older sister in da house i need to do more work than others..yet still manage to do it properly...on dat wedding a lot of people came but obviously there are a lot of my dad n mum frenz.but still thanx to shaira n bf,zaem,syafiq,izzmanhafiz,fariz,fairuz,qish n d,DD n frenz,mr.ahmad n frenz,shazwan(ca Ca),hafiz,azran the chubby boy(hahhaahah...just kidding) and those who i forgot to mention..really appriciate u guys can come to my brother wedding...luv u guys..hehehehe *wink*..now at office got lot of thing to do..adieh..need to finish but still cant manage to do all da coding successfully. sometimes success but when i try to re do it into other interface suddenly got error..aarrrggghh...recently when i meet some of my frenz or my mum frenz alwiz ask da same question again n again...quess what the question are...here it is"when did u want to get married / how ur bf"...hahhahaha...what a question to ask..im still young(really??hehehe) n yet i didnt finish my study yet..better concertrate with my study first.yey.JIA YOU sya!JIA YOU sya!tonite need to sleep late as i need to do my dad journal n tommorrow need to wake up early as i need to be at my twinz hostel by 6.30(aaarrgghh...early in the morning) for picnic at sg.gabai.hopefully..actually feel a lil bit lazy as i tired of working n walking everyday ...so guys need to pack up n continue the working with my coding as it nearly come to 50'clock..cant wait to go home...yey..so see u guys later k..daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

headache

aiyo.......everyday all dat i do -->coding,coding,coding somemore my head already setup wherever i go only think da solution for every coding dat i do...adieh...my head actually dont wanna think about it after work but the unsatisfaction that in my heart make me think about it....yalor...if u were me what did u do when once u try to do da think and its right but then when u do it again suddenly appear problem or error...of coz u will think like me also...hehehehe...but still i can manage go home n do some homework...heheheheh...outside already dark...need to go home fast as i go back by bus...later then only i'll drive..cant wait dat time arrive...yey.....*wink* got to go