Believe??

I just couldnt believe i heard dat word from my beloved frienz...u promise me u wouldnt said da word but yet u still say it..i feel so unsatisfied..seriously just couldnt believe it..how u able to not understand me n put some big action ...u seriously hurt me a lot bro.. this time u seriously hurt me a lot...my heart feel like a broken pieces..i can stand if my other frienz do it to me even if i have bf still i can stand if im being push but you are da one dat know me for so long years yet still dont understand me and make me feel so damn hurting ....adieh...sorry guys this post i post for a very special person in my life(but not my bf or something,u know who u r aite)..so if u read this sorry if u feel so frustrated...this just my way of expressing my feel as i dont know what else did i has to do...if u guys were me what did u feel when da person dat u trusted da most make u feel so damn hurting....like dat person didnt know u so well...hhmmmm enough of dat..i dont want to think about it anymore...now start a new fresh start..my life now on is only about me,me and me only...so guys...now im on holiday mode might be not able to post ...hehehe....if i can i will post k...so guys till then.

Phew....finish already...

Sorry guys lately been hardly to post some post as i fall sick and wont be able to wake up...seriously......dat day on friday 24 Oct 2008 was my last day...first i arrive at bukit aman dat day already didnt feel so damn well...im hardly to do anything but yet still i try to do something then..on lunch i just sleep at my desk..couldnt stand the pain already....with the aircond n my head feel like want to explode...later on after returning my computer stuff at UNit Harta Modal..Thanx fizi for taking my cpu there......hehehehehe......even it was just a monitor still heavy owh...then i see Tn.Redzuan my sv an early off as i couldnt stand it anymore...i call my dad then i take bus to home at PEtaling Strait...its rainy but i feel not want to open my umbrella as it was few drop only....i sleep all da way home....then i arrive at home,i change my clothes then i say to my mum im taking a nap really tired....luckily its only 5 something....then i sleep till 8 wahhhhhhhhh.....dat time my mum asking either i want to go to Adam house or not, i say i couldnt walk...i take shower then i eat only mango and guava.....only dat thing i think i can accept to eat...then later after my mum back at home around 10, i ask her to sleep early..she said ok....wah only 10 owh i already sleep..then later tomorrow i wake up late not really late actually..i wake up early but i wake up from the bed is late....wah...my body feel so painfull...the headache,cough,flu,fever...wah all complete...then my mum go to the kenduri left me alone at home....after my mum come back...she feel my forehead and wahhhhhhhh seriously it was very hot then i when to clinic with my mum and dad..then later for 2 days i stay at my bed and sleep early, eat almost nothing....seriously whne im eating i throw everything dat i eat every time i cough....aigooo....then later on wednesday with not feeling dat so well i went to campus to see my sv to give her my report...yupzz...its done...due to not enough sleep n rest that why i got hot fever....ahahahahahaha....my mum already bla...bla...blaa....hahahhaa...has to accept...my fault actually...oklah dont want to talk so long..need to rest or my mum scold me again as i fall sick again...high fever on thursday........now only cough and flu didnt recover..hopefully soon...klah..now im on holiday...got to go guys...later k...

enough

what do exactly mean by enough ha gurl???...about the post of my raya schedule..im sorry guys..not in da mood to continue doing it....dont ask and dont bother...what with da word? quite blurry in my thought today...ha before i forget yesterday was my big day as i need to present my work from the whole practical progress...adieh....first the when i want to present seriously this is the first time ever i feel so nervous...my word are speechless and yet still i need to start the present...as usual..ish ish.....the present start and i was...aaa...uummm...aaa.....with a stop2 word but still i manage to present well...introduce to everyone...but my presentation happened quite fast...as fairuz was so quickly to press the next button and i wasnt has time to explain everything...aiya i know u nervous fairuz...me too ya know...adieh...now feel quite worry...i manage to receive my certificate from the pdrm after we finish the presentation....phewwwwwwww....... not its time for me to start to do the report...even my sv already ask me to make sure dat the report must finish before our practical end....today is quite a messy day for me..i lost my kerongsang..didnt realise when did i loose it...then at lunch i fell down and its hurts my heart and lung...still feel the pain till now aigooo...hopefully what ever happened i hope its wont getting any worse...pls just let im finish with everything then if it want to sicks...i can accept...but now i wont...so body listen to me k..hahahha...me again talking to myself...am i getting crazy?? ok guys a lil bit tired but below is some of my thought...


Love??
what wit it?
why am its so painful?
i realise everything so soon...
im letting everything so soon..
i even still letting everything go ...
its my thing when i think dat i will be hurts
its was my way...i wont let my heart getting hurts again...
i wont be its feel so painful
i just now dont mind what going to happened to me...
as long as everyone happy is enough for me
even sometimes my heart feel like want to burst and explode...
for me they happy then im happy
what exactly im thinking?
what exactly did i want?

Start working already

Tap tap tap...then only left 2 weeks till my last day for practical.....next week will be my presentation...wahhhhhhh really give me a headache...of coz becoz my system not done yet...arrrgggggghhhhhhh......every single lil min i have i only think about coding,coding,coding nothing yet....dats all...even when im trying to sleep still think about dat thing...aigooo.....really worried about it...obviously my supervisor has a big expectation on me n fairuz so need to think and do all da best i can....there are not lot of pic im taking for this raya....not like da last time raya....
my note for my raya:

1 OCT 2008 (wednesday)
First raya...we all salam2 together in this morning then we having nasi impit,lontong.rendang daging and kuah kacang for breakfast....Moving to penang on 9.30 arrive at hotel malaysia around too...and take all da lugage to our room..dis time my dad book 1 room only as my brother did not come with us...he celebrating at terengganu for the first time as a husband then next year they will be first time celebrating as a dad n mum hopefully.....me will be aunt...huhuhuhu.....then go to che li house, eat nasi ayam with sambal ayam n daging kicap...later on go to che pah in law house...hopefully i can meet abg wan..but we arrive late and he already go back...not so in the chemistry...(what r u thinking??)first i meet him when i do my practical at MITV..dat time for me i think he is so cute...hahahaha...thought dat i will never meet him again and guess what i meet him again at che pah in law house..."what a small world" he sad to me...he is my uncle in law cousin...da!!!really what a small world...then later everyone is teasing me about him....say dat when we meet and talk like there was no one exist around me n him....ish ish...whatlah they thinking....there is nothing and will not be....u guys dont know ar me n him didnt contact each other unless anthing happened to family or raya...so here the answer for everything dat u going to ask me..here i didnt eat anyting only kuih semprit wah the kuih dat nowdays hardly to find but i will make sure next raya i can eat it but this time i will try to make it myself,i want to make the kuih my self dis time....i already ask my mom to buy me oven...seriously i like baking kek or kuih just dont how to make it since my last baking is on my form 3 at star klang...i bake some almond cookies and it taste really nice...seriously.....

2 Oct 2008(thursday)
still celebrating at penang..today i eat only mee udang,laksa,rojak sotong kangkung n bihun goreng....waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh so much food...then later on da way to hotel then my mom and dad buy us a kfc...waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh feel like my stomache going to explode...

3 Oct 2008(friday)
go to che li house then going to sg.petani, paksu and maksu house...eat again...da!! does any raya dat we will not has to eat?then later on we move to go to ipoh to che pah house but we arrive late so dat we all going to eat at nasmir restaurant,there i saw some guys quite cute but da!! he smoking....and from da way i see all their frenz is da type dat a social type....ya know what i mean aite....what with all da thought...ish.....

so guys my body feel so tired i will continue writing my schedule later on k....hehehehehe

anyway enjoy ur raya....

Raya holiday

I already start my raya holiday on wednesday..24 sept. hehehhe...going to unikl...waiting for someone to help me do my system then later dat person didnt show up....aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh.....i need an explaination!!....
clean up the house and everything...tired already...So guys just drop by to wish:-

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN"

P/s: Im sorry if i done wrong/something bad with/without me notice it...im just a normal person and unperfect so guys really sorry k... 0 - 0 k...take care guys and enjoy ur holiday but remember dont drink and drive k....alwiz remember ur love one...

cough cough cough

aiya...when la my throat will go natural again...couldnt stand the cough already...even i want to eat ice cream also cant woo...my mum already lecturer me...bla...bla...blaaa....hhahaha...me lah da stubborn one wouldnt want to listen...anyway actually even my cough still didnt recover..i didnt has any much to say today...yesterday im surfing the internet using my streamyx...yes guys i got internet access already at my house with high speed...hahahahah...dload movie,music n etc(what r u thinking ha?)...i tell my mum dat i need work to be done..hahaha..what a naughty gurl i am..i feel unsatisfied yesterday as i try to do some setup on my laptop as i need to use my laptop to do my office work...tension..tension...what with the blocked and so on..eh i just format my laptop so it should be ok..then today i try again and yippieee i manage to setup everything...phew...so no need for me to bring my laptop to work..yalar...didnt u know there a strict rules at my office as i work at bukit aman..almost everything u cant bring as im not the officer there..also if im the officer also there are some thing dat u cant bring to office..quite annonying aite..what to do...they place are so full with confidential stuff...why did i end up here??luckily only left a few day and week then im finish my practical..couldnt wait actually....i just think dat i want to start my final year only...wah so very2 far away thinking...go gurl..u can do it...remember to myself almost everyday...remember study smart and pass everything...dats all dat i want to think now...klah...got to go or my mum will lecture me again..hahahaha...daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tagged

1.How old are you?
Twenty four.

2. Are you single?
Yes.

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
Maybe before 30 and maybe not..hehehe.just wait and see

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
Im not with anyone..DA!

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
Rain aka Bi aka Jung Jhi Hoon(if canlah).

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
Garden and beach wedding with traditional way..can meh?.

7. Your ideal motif?
Simple,unique and unforgettable Wedding

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
Paris or Rome.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
My side and his

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
Simple and memorable

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
I dont want any

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
4

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
At beach and garden.

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
Evening.

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
Indoors.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
Obviously yes.

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
Love songs definitely.

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night as i hardly to sleep at night.

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
Mix.

21. What age do you want to get married?
Dont think much about it.

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
Loving, responsible, caring, charming & accepting me the way I am.

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
Normal fork and spoon.

24. Champagne or red wine?
None,im Malay..DA!!.

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
I think after is suitable.

26. Money or household item?
Both.

27. Who will pay for the bills?
Both.

28. Are you ready for married life?
When the time comes..i might be,Insyaallah.

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
Definitely.

30. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
Yes, Insya Allah.

31. How many kids do you like?
I decide when i get married k

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
New one.

33. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
What with the question???

34. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
Buffet with nasi and lauk...

35. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
If i can.

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next???
choose 5 person as your friend?
a. SHARA NADIAH
b. ISMAIL LEBAI SALLEH
c. NORZAEMAH
d. NAZIRAH
e. Anyone who is not married yet

Sleepy

Lately been bz aka sleep in the office..hahahhaha...how can i do everyday my body getting weaker,weaker and weaker...now days also didnt eat to much...only eat a lil..cough everyday...sometime my my heart beat so fast like it want to explode..hehehe...but dont worry im ok...im strong....hehehehehe.... last sunday was the best break fasting in this 3 whole year i've known my bse frenzs...it was the happening ever even didnt have plenty food like before but it was enough for everyone even they take back home for themselves(wont forget the situation,like people rushing want to buy food at bazaar..hehehe...Jgn marah ekk kengkawan)..the best part is dat we put our effort together to get the food ready even it was a small kitchen but everyone seem like to help a lot...best..best...and the most fun part is the time when we take picture...wahhh....dat time is the happening part...Eena later on we take a lot pic for u k...heehehehe...we post every post that we can post....waaaaaaahhhhh...everyone laughing happily...truely dat time i feel we are all a happy big FAMILy... Aint we guys?hope this break fasting event will continue even we have all finish our study coz for me dat time is the time when we all gather together laughing and story about each other and dat time make us more closer then before...sorry for those who didnt go..u guys miss a lot of the happiest moment then u can ever imaging...seriously....even later i feel so tired as i arrive at my house around 11 pm and my mom start lecturing me......bla bla bla and so on......i just take it in my right ear and let it go on my left ear.....hahahahahaha...sorry mom.....im just want to spent my time with my frenz like it was no tommorrow for me.....*wink* above is a pic of us at the event taken and modify by SHAIRA...thanx for the camera and photo shoot time...ehehehe.... LUV u guys and may our frenship last forever...hopefully

Hot fever

YEsterday im having hot fever + headache + sore throat...its so painful to eat...sahur only drink milo then i continue to sleep...my head couldnt stand the pain...so bored actually just lying down doing nothing......when i wake up my head feel like it want to explode...adieh....finally today im recover a lil bit but still i went to office..so bored to stayed at home....but my throat still feel so painful...yesterday and today sahur i only eat a lil...once before i had denggi fever also my throat feel like this...that time u know that i didnt eat 2 weeks...just drink...i couldnt stand the pain each time when i want to eat something....drink also so painful but still need to drink otherwise i might not be able to walk as my body feel so weak....after 2 week then i has been hospitalize and they put me 3 bottle of water(sort of like a daily food)so bored....hardly to move anything then i ask the dr there can i go home..the dr said can but i need to go hospital to check my blood daily....yippieee...i directly call my mum to pick me up...hahahahaha.....now i exprience the same thing but still i ate something so that i wont be hospitalized like before...clever me...hahahha....ish ish....even im sick still i fast you know....i will try my best to fast...thats me...alwizz been scold by mum about that....hahahha...yesterday also been lectured by my best frenz Man(its been almost 7 years we been closest frenz,wah long time already..aint i getting tired of him?hahaha) and one of my frenz...huhuhu....wont say the name...u know who you are right...hahahaha...what with the word and laugh?thanx guys for your caring...do appriciate it....

AYA AND FRESH LOOK

sore throat

Today donno why...suddenly wake up this morning didnt feel well...feel like im going to have fever...OMG...what to do...today sahur Noodles Soup...My mum make it yesterday due to my brother request on saturday....as usual...my mum will fullfill his demand...ish ish...yesterday also my twinz make the "kuih Melaka" quite ok....even she mix the flour to 2 type...hehehehe....im only help a lil bit with the veg..for the noodles soup and a bit help in "kuih melaka"...on saturday we all go to the SOGO...there are plenty of people there..Phew...feel so dizzy to see so many people around + its raining but i just walk through the rain...dont like to bring any umbrella...lucky me i like to wear black and big shirt...so nothing to worry about...i go there only to buy double A paper...and inks for my report later...i buy now coz im afraid that later will not have enough money to buy all the stuff.....its cost me almost rm2 hundred something...lucky me again that i recently save some money + fasting month + money from my last month...so got plenty of extra money...plus i didnt shopping to much for this month...after that before reach home...we drop at kl sentral and i has to buy ayam percik(ayamas)....alwiz me da one will have to buy that thing...huhuhuhu.....while waiting for ayam percik i go to mc'd to buy strawberry shake but later after i paid the cashier said sorry the strawberry shake finish already....in my heart say "aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhh" then i chose to change to vanilla and choclate shake as i never try them before....ok back to yesterday story...nothing much to do after breaking the fast...then got fight a lil with my brother about tv...yupzz with him.. coz yesterday he stay at our home due he tired of going back to his house at segambut...so the king of remote tv is here...so i spent the night at my room watching the they start to kiss again...continuetion from the previous drama of its started with a kiss...(Taiwan drama)using my laptop...i feel boring to watch through all the drama part so i skip then im watching the episode 13th and suddenly"aaarrrggghhhh" my twin didnt finish dload...its not da last episode...ish..if i know like this one i will obviously watch magicians of love...ish...ok continue for today...today nothing much to do...just surf the internet to search coding according to my supervisor demand...aiya.......where to find lor...quite difficult...maelllllllllll i need ur help...hehehehehehhe...

Electric!!

Guess what..just now bukit aman blacked out....luckily my pc got power back up...adieh...thank god if not i will be in bad mood as i didnt save any of my work yet...adieh again..hehehe...donno what else to say coz actually i got idea yesterday...so the yesterday idea is for yesterday aite...today is for today...lately didnt get enough sleep due to fasting month and i need to sahur so that my stomache not empty and i get gastric...dont want owh...even if im sick still will try to fast...i still remember when im in standard 3 and dat time im sick...the teacher ask me to go sleep at the surau but i dont want,i say i can still take it then i fall sleep in the class till the school hour finish...i go back home..my mum ask me to break the fast but i say i still can stand it ....when the break fast time i fall asleep and no one wake me up till my mum come to my room and wake me up after few minutes...thanx mum..hehehe...still can remember even it was 15 years ago.....hehehehe....luckily lately even i didnt has enough sleep,im only have flu sometime my body tempeture hot sometimes its ok...but yet still i didnt fall sick...lucky me...hehehe...oklah i want to take a nap a while as today the lunch break is until 2.45pm...hehehe...then i will go and pray then i will watch "MAGICIAN OF LOVE" its taiwan drama...its was a quite interesting drama as the actor is just as same as the "PRINCE TURN TO FROG" drama, only they change the heroin and add some more actors and actress...hehehehe...so many then word ...hahaha...klah...later on at night need to sleep late due to i need to do my father work then tommorrow need to accompany my brother and family to SOGO..there are MEGA SALE ...they want to buy "baju raya" for themselves...i already buy what i needed...hehehehhe....dont judge me wrong k...later on i will be very busy with my work that i need to bring them to home as there are only left a few week until my last day practical appeared...yipppieee...."what with the attitude???DA!!!" ok guys...daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......

Hmmmm

What im going to say to day ha? actually i just read my frenz blog...sorry just read it...no offense k...I disagree with him about anwar...im so sorry its true why did saiful need to bring all this thing up when anwar is in the highest position?dat i dont disagree....da thing dat i disagree is that did u realize what anwar become today and what that he make to our country...wont u be worried if 1 day our country will loose to others such as America or so on...im quite worry even i dont think much about politics...since anwar been release from the prison all that i can see is our country is fully in CHAOS....everything is getting messy and messy and messy...all this who bought it???did u think about that???i like this country to be in the way it is before...before anwar has been release...seriously....now everything dat u can see in the paper is all about "HIM" and politics...for me politics S***...ok enough of dat suddenly feel so angry to what my frenz say in his blog...hahahahah....

today SYAFIQ besday...HAppy besday to u syafiq...may all ur wish n dreamz come true and JIA YOU!JIA YOU! in ur study k...wah...actually quite jeleous with him coz he left only one more sem to go to finish his study....arrrgggghhhh ......jeleous...jeleous....if i can be like doreamon i will make this sem is my last sem then i grad..hahahahaha...dreaming lah u.....it was just a cartoon..DA!!! my frenz just created a forum call OTATOso guys fell free to register...

Tagged by Shaira

Buruk perangai sebab:
Hot-tempered
Like to say what come in my mind

Berfikiran:
Positive
Negative
Alwiz think about others first than myself

Sukakan:
Chocolates
Comics
Computer
Surfing

Tidak sukakan:
Liar (i hate this most from all)
Hypocrites
Pretenders
Backstabbers

Berkebolehan pada:
Programming mostly html
Tools with wood
Computer

Bermatlamatkan untuk:
Be successful in everything and get everything done

Sayangkan:
Allah s.w.t.
Family
Frenz

Friends I tag:
Zaem
Mail
K.Maryam
Kaoru
Norlina Izyan
Ahada

Yippie yey yayeeee

Guess what..i got 1 blouse yesterday...kak b give to me...wah couldnt believe it...n today i got kurma from 2 of the vendor...waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh....best2...nearly fasting month...2 days more to go...couldnt wait...heheheh...today nearly i arrive here late coz due to the merdeka celebration some road have been closed that cause jammed everywhere...u go here jammed..u go there jammed...adieh...the road will be close till this friday...luckily its not raining...but now donno as if i already inside the building and only sit in front of my pc doing the coding...donno much what happened outside....adieh...everyday is cold in the department...everyday i got flu and headache...feel so happy lately as i dont think so much what happened to me past few years and month before...i feel so free....yey.....nothing much to think huh!!ish...everyday raining, raining and raining...i like it but the most i couldnt stand is the cold...no matter where i am...everything is cold, cold and cold..the task that i need to do is getting more hard,hard and hard...aiya what with the repeating word..da!!couldnt wait to start fasting and finish my practical here...its been a long time i didnt see all my frenz...miss u guys a lot *wink*.. how u guys doing?still remember me?of course still right..im hard to forget...hahahha("PERASAN")...my streamyx account already activated..only waiting for the modem to arrive at home and yippie i got internet access at home...not that my home didnt have any,how does u feel using dial up connection with ur os WINDOWS 95/98...nah....u will feel like u want to burn or throw ur pc outside the windows..hahahaha...klah need to continue working

Politics politics politics

Sorry to say this...i hate those thing and i hate what happened in our country now day..no offense k..just now i read in the utusan about the thing that they do..how could them as a Muslim pray for other people destruction..it was just like they have no religious teach in their life. didnt in our religious state dat dont ask ALLAH for other people destruction and even u teach the lil children to heard such of those thing...im feel so angry about that coz it make our religious just the same as the chistian,budha n so on.just dont know what happened now day..there are more corruptcy in the country....why they cant become a nice person as they are the leader of our country...why dont they show good thing to the lil generation...seriously...its like our world nearly to end...sorry if anyone or anybody feel angry reading this...this was just my opinion...as a citizen i have right aint i??? enough about politics...its only make me feel angry think about it as i hate politics coz it aint the best thing in the whole world to think about it...

so lately my life just full with coding,sleepy,tired and bored everyday...couldnt wait to finish my practical and go back to study and finish my study as i want to finish my study so that i can work and spent the money to buy some gadget and thing for myself...hahahahahaha...money isnt everything k...i just want to have a simple life...money come last....family come first..haahahah...couldnt believe what i said...but seriously money isnt everything...even if i have a lot of money still think like dat...it was just enough if i have money to pay everything then just lil to myself as when i have a lot of money some time...i feel its a lot and donno what to do with those money...everyday i just live and the money is enough for me to eat , keep some for the future(if i get into trouble or something like dat)and paid the transportation..its enough already as im not the type dat like to shopping like other gurl frenzs of mine but when i go shopping i will buy everything dat i think i need to use such like shampoo or other daily use...just buy thing dat needed only..why will i buy then i wont use it..so it was useless and wasted right???so enough for today..got to continue working...daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

Sometime

Sometime when im all alone by myself make me think about that "person" that use to hurt my heart a lot as few month before i need to face their face everyday...anywhere...i just couldnt understand what did i have done to u to make u say those word?i know im wrong now but im not wrong before...do you know how much did i sacrifice just to let u have ur happiness between u guys but still im hurting a lot as the old wound bleeding again...when i sit n talk to u then i realize who make everything worse n worse...i admit its not my mistake and i have no sorry about it as i realize its was u the wrong everytime n everything that people heard about me..sorry to say this thing...dont blame me for the mistake dat u done urself,u are the one that tell to other people about us as i ask everyone where did they hear such thing and they said it was u so where did i did wrong and dont blame me when people just hate or dislike u guys coz it was not my fault!!instead of dat i even back u up and still say to other people not to threat u guys like dat..they just couldnt stand ur attitude themself so where did i do wrong again???before this if u hurt me accuse me everything,i might feel so down and just be quite about it but i aint dat person anymore...i have change for a better me.u make me feel so annoying when u say those thing..."i just be frendz to anyone or sombody just becoz to get benefit from them"..ok let me ask u..what did i get from u?? NOTHING JUST PAIN,PAIN,PAIN & PAIN..so what did i get from u??all was i do just want to have a simple life n u are not included as u were like to pretend or what the correct word should i put it?hhhmmm....the best actress for the whole world...enough talking about that..wont want to think about it anymore...aint want to look for the past just want to look forward...i want to do the best now and for my future...u just wait and see...enough about it..today actually got more coding to settle with...adieh...somemore just now there are some celebration in the department as RAmadhan is getting to come soon..only left 6 days more then we all the muslim will need to fast..So "SELAMAT BERPUASA TO ALL MUSLIM & FRENZ"... hope this ramadhan will go through smoothly...

tension arise

lately bz with the work so hardly to post the blog as the work has reach the hard part in the progress...aaaaaaaaaarrrrgggghhhhh!!!!hahahaha...are you crazy or what??wah very2 hard to find the coding that i need...adieh...where to find???oklah got to continue to do my work...later if i has time i post somemore...here other song that i try to find before then now only i able to find.so enjoy the lyric k...hhahahah can post lyric only....


Elliott Yamin Lyrics
Wait For You Lyrics

New song

Some new song dat i have heard lately with such a good lyrics n musics...


Leona Lewis Lyrics
Bleeding Love Lyrics


Leona Lewis Lyrics
Better In Time Lyrics


Jason Mraz Lyrics
I'm yours Lyrics


Jonas Brothers Lyrics
When You Look Me In The Eyes Lyrics

Enjoy ya!!

what to say

actually recently now donno what to say in this blog but still want to post something.when i got da idea,badly im not in front of any pc or laptop...adieh....so wasted!!Actually forgot to tell n mention dat my brother just married on 31/05/2008...yippie...hahahaha...actually dat week so tired owh with lot of thing need to do...even when the wedding finish one week later still feel the pain owh...lucky me dat the wedding is on my semester break...as the older sister in da house i need to do more work than others..yet still manage to do it properly...on dat wedding a lot of people came but obviously there are a lot of my dad n mum frenz.but still thanx to shaira n bf,zaem,syafiq,izzmanhafiz,fariz,fairuz,qish n d,DD n frenz,mr.ahmad n frenz,shazwan(ca Ca),hafiz,azran the chubby boy(hahhaahah...just kidding) and those who i forgot to mention..really appriciate u guys can come to my brother wedding...luv u guys..hehehehe *wink*..now at office got lot of thing to do..adieh..need to finish but still cant manage to do all da coding successfully. sometimes success but when i try to re do it into other interface suddenly got error..aarrrggghh...recently when i meet some of my frenz or my mum frenz alwiz ask da same question again n again...quess what the question are...here it is"when did u want to get married / how ur bf"...hahhahaha...what a question to ask..im still young(really??hehehe) n yet i didnt finish my study yet..better concertrate with my study first.yey.JIA YOU sya!JIA YOU sya!tonite need to sleep late as i need to do my dad journal n tommorrow need to wake up early as i need to be at my twinz hostel by 6.30(aaarrgghh...early in the morning) for picnic at sg.gabai.hopefully..actually feel a lil bit lazy as i tired of working n walking everyday ...so guys need to pack up n continue the working with my coding as it nearly come to 50'clock..cant wait to go home...yey..so see u guys later k..daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

headache

aiyo.......everyday all dat i do -->coding,coding,coding somemore my head already setup wherever i go only think da solution for every coding dat i do...adieh...my head actually dont wanna think about it after work but the unsatisfaction that in my heart make me think about it....yalor...if u were me what did u do when once u try to do da think and its right but then when u do it again suddenly appear problem or error...of coz u will think like me also...hehehehe...but still i can manage go home n do some homework...heheheheh...outside already dark...need to go home fast as i go back by bus...later then only i'll drive..cant wait dat time arrive...yey.....*wink* got to go

TAGGED BY SHAIRA

1 minit yang lalu, apa anda buat?
-buat sistem.

1 hari yang lalu, apa anda buat?
- buat sistem(praktikal).

1 hari lagi, apa anda akan buat?
- buat sistem gak.

1 orang yang terakhir menelefon kamu?
- *mana leh gtau..hehehe*

1 makanan yang baru dibeli?
- biskut.

1 barang yang baru hilang?
- tiada.

1 cerita yang baru ditonton?
- kungfu panda

1 hal yang terakhir digosipkan?
- relationship membe.

1 kata yang ingin diluahkan?
-arrrggghhhh

1 buku yang sudah dibaca?
- Coldfusion!

1 penyakit yang sering datang?
- Flu

1 keinginan?
- Gembira!
___________________
other tagged by SHAIRA
___________________

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
My family, friends & someone who can accept me the way I am.

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
My clothes, buy plenty of them for my practical as i use to wear t-shirt(hehehe).

3) Where do you wish to get married?
Dont think about it dat much

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
Forever.

5) Are you in love?
not for this moment

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
PJ SS2.

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
COMIC by gempak.

8) What is your full name?
Syahrina Shawalludin

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
Both.

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Rain_Bi_Jung Jhi Hoon

11) Christina or Britney?
Britney of couse.

12) Do you do your own laundry?
Depend.

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
Mekah.

14) Hugs or kisses?
Both.

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
Shaira:
- U can consider her as ur close frenz.
- She's nice and friendly.
- She can listen ur problem patiently(thanx,muah).
- Smart.
- Cute.

16) 8 things I am passionate about:
- Study.
- Work.
- My gadgets.
-Listening to music a lot n loud
- Watch korean,chinese,japanese movie or drama
- to be the better person.
- To have a good life.
- To do da best in my life

17) 8 things I say too often:
- Whatever.
- Mangkuk.
- Sengal...
- Begok
- Sorry.
- Excuse me.
- Tuan/Puan.
- Kuang Kuang

18) 8 books I’ve read recently:
Whoa, I read only 3 book old comics..by gempak..other than dat watch TV

19) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
- Hanya kau yang mampu - Izzat
- When you look me in my eyes – Jonas Brother
- Matahariku – Agnes Monica
- Hei Se Mao Yi – Jay Chou
- How to avoid the sun - RAIN
- SAD tango – Rain
- Jangan pernah berubah – Marcel
- Tinggalkan aku – Anuar zain

20) 8 things I learned last year:
- frenz is just a frenz.
- u cant trust everyone
- person easily change
- life can be easy if u want it to be
- hard to forget someone
- luv is not to have
- calculus still dat s***
- how to make a system

21) 8 people to tag:-
1. Shaira
2. Zaem
3. Kak Maryam
4. Yan
5. Shiew Wei
6. Ude
7. Mail
8. Jaggie

NOt feeling so well

Today seriously didnt feel so well.My stomach feel so painful but still im going to office.Still can stand the pain.Now suddenly got flu.Adieh.What going on with me..aiya...still today doing da coding.arrrgggghhhhh....how u guys doing..hopefully fine.all da best with ur study n practical. JIA YOU!JIA YOU!GAMBATTE NEH! the system almost finish..supposely the due date is 4 month but i guess can finish early,hopefully.almost all da development of the system being develop by me n fairuz but being supervise by TUAN YOB / TUAN RADZUAN.Luckily me n fairuz got the superb and supporting supervisor/person in charge.i think for da first time i work feel comfortable with the environment not like when i work before as a sales assisstant.Lucky me..need to continue my work.till tommorrow.

waahhhhh

adieh....feel so sleepy today.....
everyday my work only face the coding,coding,coding n coding
aiyo a lil bit tension...as im not da person dat like coding dat much
sometimes even dont understand what the coding is and use for...
heehehehe....a lil wierd aite for a person dat take software engineering
for her degree *wink* for my frenz dat know me they should understand
and know what type of person i am.but now im dat person at all....arrggghhh...
on dat friday feel so annoying seing my log book in dirt as i accidently didnt realize dat something dats is "tumpah"in my bag(hahaha...malay + english)couldnt find any word already...
today someone dat didnt reach me as i dont reach him msg me late night yesterday...
quite a shock as i wake up this morning reading his msg...waaaaahhhhh....
i thought he forgot already about me but im wrong...hehehehe...
still feel very sleepy..1st time dat im working in office, i feel so sleepy like this one.
adieh...so tension owh...must be the officer think i like to sleep...im not dat type of person eh..
got to go now since got a lot of work need to be done...see ya later guys...

Back for good

Hye guys....sorry really2 sorry....almost a year didnt post any...as im bz with my study so dat couldnt post any new news about me.....as days go by,im now already study in UNIKL 2 years already n now im doing my praktical at PDRM BUKIT AMAN till 24 oct 2008..i start my practical from 7 july 2008 for industrial training but yet still i got 1 year more to finish study as i need to practical before i can take my final project...arrrghhhhh....when will i finish my study...my head already spinning around with all the word in my studies....from i dat hate programming so much as i dont understand anything but now i can even do a system by myself but only a simple systemlah...as im not dat clever to do a big one but here at bukit aman i need to learn new programming as they are using the coldfusion for their system...arrrghhh...quite hard oowhhh... the environment here make me a lil bit sleepy everyday as i couldnt bring my hp dat i can listen to da mp3...aiya....here cant bring any camera phone...only staff and the officer can bring...yalah...a very top secret are involving around...SHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! heheheheh...oklah ....as today is already friday so i will post on the monday next week..to all my beloved frenz take note...im back...and now ill try to post everyday except on saturday & sunday coz i didnt work dat day....dis time it will not only a promise dat ill try to post but it a must...so guys have fun enjoying my bloq...sorry for a long waiting k....